The Last List

Promotion Board will be post tomorrow, am not that sure if am ready to face it but I have to, though!
Still hoping for that one great miracle, though I always witness miracles from my day to day life, still, that one great miracle is something to look forward. Miracles are no big deal to me cause am used to it, I mean, its part of my day to day life, but though somethings are already part of your life, still, sometime in the middle of the day, you find yourself mesmerized by such ordinary routines... sounds weird? yeah I know it is! But its the personal relationship that turns it all, weirdness is simply typical, though!
Hoping until hope gets tired of you, and still hope for it!
Oh God! Help me!... It is done!
In You're name, I'm claiming it...
By You're grace it is granted...
By You're will, it will be done... it is done!!!
God Bless everybody!!! =)

Just A Little Crush

Yeah! I know that you know that I've got a crush on you but what's the big deal man?!!! Don't get me wrong boy! I'm not your average girl who will jump up into such relationship that soon... am not your typical babe! Don't loose yourself (wink*) I'm not that naive!
And to YOU (the another), did I show too much pressure?... yeah! still am not that innocent, though! You think there's something fishy going on? I tell you there is!... but don't think you're genius as if you know everything... haha!!! You think you know everything?... You've got no idea!!!

Lastly, I want to thank the Big Guy up above for His presence during my Revalida last March 6 and 13. Hoping for much more, for a miracle that will change everything, for Your name and glory by your will and grace. You're my only Hope... yeah! the Hope of the hopeless!
God Bless Everyone!!!

Big Break!

Have a break...
Have a...

Yesterday, I passed 2 of my literary piece to the official University Paper of FEU-NRMF School Of Medical Technology. I feel quite lucky because the deadline of submission (for contributors) was last friday but I was not able to pass my piece due to brain and heart dillema. A part of me wants to pass that stuff for the Paper, while the other half of me was too unreasonably insecure. But optimism still prevailed... again!
(OUTSIDE THE UNIVERSITY CAMPUS): Recently I've heard the news that you are the new Editor In Chief of our local publication... CONGRATS!!! I don't know you and neither you know me, we just go to the same place at the same time in a particular the same day... but I know you deserve it. I'm happy for you but I feel so damn frustrated for myself. I've been there for 5 years now, and just like me, you were too. But look how far you've come now, you're already the EIC while me... am not even a member! I don't envy you, neither am jealous, I'm just frustrated because I feel like a doormat, a flower vase... nothing at all.
I need a break, a big break that will start everything.
May God Grant This To Me!!!

Congratz!!!

The Medical Technology Board exam result was released this morning... Congratulations to all the board passers... Am so proud to be a student of Far Eastern University- Dr. Nicanor Reyes Medical Foundation... coz our school topped the board exams and was given the credit of being the only "TOP PERFORMING SCHOOL" (check out the Manila Bulletin Newspaper March 10, 2006)... not to mention the fact that our school is the only school who gained a passing rate of ABOVE 80%... (we got 86% passing rate)... and nothing follows...
Cheers to the FEU Nicanorians!!!

Still Confused

Am here @ the cybermed with my senior medical staff... now I finally realized that age and technology really has a big gap... haha!!! My medical staff asked me to e-mail someone from an international laboratory... (so am not just a medical technologist now but also a private computer instructor.)
On the other side of "this morning", am still thinking about YOUR post... still confused...
And who are ya calling hypocrites, by the way???... still confused...
Everything still,... a waste!
Good day eveyone!

Confusing

Am confuse... I mean... a bit confuse and more of a dumb hopeless creature roaming somewhere but nowhere to go.

So what are ya blogging about though?

Yeah! what's my business - right?

Am convinced but am not that ready to show up my white flag... no, am not ready to give up... though am quite convinced or should I say, am really convinced...

Confusing?

Just like you, you don't want to wave your white flag too - uhm!

Sometimes, that thing called hope gives you a wrong perception... of optimism.

The optimism that blinds you to the reality...

Wake up girl!... and wake up - YOU!

YOU had your fair? - share of pain... and so do I... but what's the connection?... hehehe!!! NONE!

Separate lives... with no connections at all... enough! enough Dess! you're making simple things complicated and you're trying to color an invisible wind... HE IS THE WIND... you are invisible... I mean, I AM the invisible... atleast you can feel the wind... but invisibility is much more painful than being a wind coz you can't feel me and you can't see me...

Yeah!!! enough girl!!! everything is a waste...

For The Mean Time

Nothing much to blog this time... I've run out of word to say. Maybe because of brain drainage yesterday... I finished my 8 case studies without any reference but just my plain stupid mind. I wonder how did I ever get into somehow right reasonable conclusion... God's grace, though!
Last week was a long weekend actually, plus the 1 day vacation yesterday because of political manace... huh! anyway atleast I've finished my case studies plus my seminar lectures plus the review for my research defense... hurrah! now am a worthy student! Goodluck!
Well for this week no idle moments... I mean no movies, no novels to read, no gimmicks, no... nothing but MEDICAL BOOKS!!! making sense huh! A great way for REVALIDA!
God bless me!!!
MEDICAL BOOKS!!! Seeyah!

Ain't That A Kick In The Head

"...One last call for alcohol
so finish your whiskey or beer."

---Semisonic---

(Closing Time)

Yesterday, I was suppose to e-mail my friend, but due to a hard kick in my head, I was not able to do it.
This morning, I still had my hangover from the last night's session... its a sort of a mild headache but its pretty cool, though! It sounds ridiculous but the headache was actually a damn "good" feeling. I felt so light and its really cool... I mean really COOL!!!
Anyway, a loud cheer to the gang... Its "T" to the "E" to the "D-D-Y", its "B" to the "E" to the "A" and "R"... and what do we get?... Amponin!... and who are we... Amponin kidz!
One more time... Its "A-M" to the "P-O" to the "N-I-N" and what do we get?... Teddy Bear!!!!
WARNING!!! The above sentences can only be understood by the members of the said GANG!!!
Toast!... Again!!!

American Nature

Chicken and mashed potato for dinner... again?!!... hmmm! yummy! Setting aside rice for quite sometime now... but am NOT really missing it!
Sometimes, or should I say most of the time, I'm forgetting my real culture and am unleashing my American nature.
Well, enough of this crap!...
I'll enjoy my dinner!
By the way, today is Monday... well, everybody knows that! huh!
This morning we had our last Progress exams... I'm not so sure if that sounds good or spooky... coz REVALIDA is fast approaching.
Good luck to all of us! (the graduating class).
Oh well, Have A Great Week Ahead, though!