throwback Thursday

Ode to Dawson's creek
Anderson... my perfect what if. Once, when we were together we thought about the future, now you're gone I only thought about the past. The way I threw away the number you wrote on a piece of paper because I thought at that time I was not worth it, maybe I was too scared, or maybe I was too young, or maybe it was a mistake meant to be done, maybe its a destiny meant to be my "what if" forever. It is when all the lies suddenly sunk into the sea and the truth just came out and its ugly. Those things happen in teens and still happens after. And after Dawson and Pacey is gone all that is left is that "what if" with Anderson.
There was a time in my life when I was so in love with Dawson but I was so insecure, I was so afraid. I thought I was never good enough to have a Dawson, I thought I don't deserve such kind of guy, so I found myself falling with Pacey, but it did not work out the way movies and fairy tales do. But now I'm no longer scared, and right now if Dawson knocks again on my door I would be courageous enough to let him in. No more doubts, just faith that I deserve to be happy.

When everything falls apart, I hope they all fall in the right places... and if everything crashes, land with me.

shades of your gray

When you trudge your way from black to white... everything in between is gray.
Its gray... but less darker than black.

My Sunday Blog

A frown face doesn't mean you are serious, it means you are grumpy headed.

Being so serious doesn't mean you are mature, it means you can't stand life gracefully.

Maturity is about facing your problems in a graceful way, it means even though you are in pain you still smile, it means even though you are at your darkest moment you can still manage to laugh.

So never judge a person who always wear the brightest smile, it is just a POSITIVE ATTITUDE