Been thinking of fine words for lyrics so I could write a new song but can't think of any...

But I came up with this quote - 

"I'm gonna make you fall...

But I will not let you down." 

Eternal Flame

RE-WATCHING some of my favourite scenes from Lucifer...

Since Netflix will not drop the season 5 anytime sooner...

Not a fan of this Song...

But when luci sang it...

It just became my "instant" favourite.

Am I the only one who thinks that this is the best version of the song and it is not even fully covered?

"Baseless fear is an unnecessary emotion." - A.D.

The Old Ruins

We call this place "The Ruins".

This is actually one of the oldest churches in this country...

About 400 years old.

And it is located inside the campus of my work.

It's actually the back wall of the church.

So I happen to just walk a little this morning because I find it amusing, how the pavement smells like mist because of the rain last night and took a shot of myself.

It's like a scenic mystery place though.

Piece of Fate

There is no Peace more liberating than being at peace with your destiny.

Manifestation 7

A Love But Not A Story... 🤣

They say Love is a Choice you do everyday.

And I choose Not to Love you each day.

But it never made a difference.

It never changed a thing.

Who Else?

🎶And so it is...🎵🎶

When He sang Damien Rice's "The Blower's Daughter"...

Ohhh! I can't take my eyes off You...

I can't take my eyes off You...

🎸🎶🗡️

A Stolen Story

Did someone just stole my "After Forever"?

(https://odessamann.blogspot.com/2020/02/after-forever.html?m=1)

PLAGIARISM AT ITS FINEST! 👏

Winged Man

I know you're damn gorgeous and it doubles up whenever you play the guitar...

But do you really have to kill me with your angelic voice? 😍

Jagermeister

Is it your eyes or your smile?

Or maybe your face

I can't forget for a while.

Is it your perfume or your scent?

Lingers in my thoughts

Even your accent.

And it is not love, but the feeling unknown

You made me feel just a mild

Emotions scattered...blown.

And not even the werewolves and vampires

Could replace yourself

In this lifetime of sire.

Monkeys and Urchins

 I think we all deserve that chance  called - "A CHANCE AT A HAPPY ENDING"...

And I know it's not just me but everyone out there is waiting for the finale. 😊

I hope we all get satisfied and well, happy. 😊

Can't wait for it to roll, though.

Justification

In my entire existence so far...

I NEVER believed in that cliche' - "The end justifies the means".

So out of it I made my own philosophy...

And that is...

"THE MEANS JUSTIFY THE ACTIONS".

It does makes much sense for me.

The Chosen

When I'm finally done by now...

But I don't think I will ever forget you.

Not that easy...

Not that soon...

Your image lingers in my soul like  a scent still escaping with the mist.

And I know...

I just know from the start...

And even before it all started...

That I'll be writing about you.

I knew it when I was a kid...

I knew it eversince...

Like a prophecy waiting to be unleashed.

I knew this day will come...

When I'll be embracing my fate...

Or should I call it my FAITH... All along.

And I always knew this day will come when I will finally write about you.

I knew this all along.

Even way too long...

Back when I was a child.

I was just afraid to admit it.

Afraid of what I feel deep inside me...

Because of stigma.

But no more running from my fate now.

It will happen anyway or another.

I was just stalling it for the longest time.

And so now here I am.

Writing about YOU.

Happy People

Remember our happy faces

Back when we were young and dazed

Nameless crowds and mapless places

All are memories of the so called "Those were the days".

Just Raising

So where is the borderline of the so called "FREE WILL"?

Everything Love Is

Happy 7th birthday my lalabs. 😊

Mommy loves you so much. 

You're My Favourite Human ❤️👶

My most precious gift, my greatest blessing all wrapped into one.

God bless you. 🦄

You will always be my cat 🐱

Understatement

Today, as we celebrate Mother's day in the midst of pandemic, I would like to emphasize those mothers who work as frontliners.

In these trying times of health crisis, the hardest part in being a health worker is being a mother. Because choosing to be a mother to your children and staying home with your family to be safe is a total act of selfishness and it is against our oath to our profession.

So We sacrifice not being with our families. We sacrifice not being able to hug and kiss our kids because we want them to be safe from us (because who knows if we carry with us the virus knowing that we are exposed to it everyday). We sacrifice our happiness for humanity.

And for some who think that it is such an overstatement to call frontliners as heroes (since it is our job after all and we are paid to do this). Actually, even if it is our job and we are paid to do this, we actually have the right to file for our  leave of absence or we could just resign and leave our work and apply for a new job after this pandemic if we want to, but WE DON'T DO THAT. 

Our conscience just can't allow us to do that. 

We still go to work, turn a blind eye to our constant exposures, sacrifice our happiness, sacrifice our health,  all for the sake of our DUTY. 

The reason why we DON'T call it a JOB... WE CALL IT "DUTY" because we have a responsibility to humanity. 

A responsibility to Life itself.

There goes the difference between work and duty.

We did not ask to be called heroes by the world... 

But we wanted our kids to know exactly how important life is. 

We want our kids to grow up knowing exactly what RESPONSIBILITY means. 

And someday they will understand the sacrifices we made.

After all... 

Motherhood is not just a job...

It is a Duty...

A Responsibility for the rest of our lives.

Happy Mother's day!

P.s. Happy Mother's day to my mom, though she's not really a frontliner... She taught me the true meaning of Responsibility and how it differentiates Work from Duty.

Vanilla tea + cookies for breakfast on mother's day.

Be careful what you wish for...

Cause you just might get... Only 3.

And some you will not.

Question of Faith

It is not really faith if you don't question your faith.

I think Faith is more than just  believing into something you cannot see. It is more of  believing into something IN SPITE OF.

Defying IN THE MIDST OF.

So if you never have doubted your faith...

How could you defy that phrase "IN SPITE OF"?

If you never had a doubt...

How can you say you have faith?

Of Prices and Values

The truth is...

We pay the PRICE everyday for something we love...

Because we know exactly the VALUE of it.

There goes the difference between Price and Value.

For what it cost defines it.

For what it's worth costs us.