Resurgence
The longest hiatus so far in my journal history, and right now, I’m finding it hard to return. So I guess there goes the lesson… if you can’t go back… then move forward. But I have to slow down because there is a pit of emptiness ahead. The truth here is… I’m messing up my entire present for my future… so how does it sound???So I wake up each day reminding myself that I have to face the future like I face today like I’ve always done in the past. In the end… it sums up my life.
I’ve got a lot of ideas spinning at the back of my mind but the moment I grab my pen, they all start to slip away so fast that I have to drop my pen again.
Sometimes, you have all the reasons in the world compared to one irrational reason, but still, that one irrational reason makes all the reasons in the world without a sense. Maybe because “RIGHT” never means “HAPPINESS”. And even if you look at the dictionary, you will find out that I’m right… that the word “RIGHT” is not synonymous with ‘HAPPINESS”.
So the irony of life goes on. The fire teaches us about water and death teaches us about life. And the things that we’ve always believed in could easily become a piece of crap. It is like believing in the setting of the sun when the truth is… the sun never sets… it is the earth that rotates.
Sometimes I wonder, if I ever follow the sun… will I ever meet the night?...
The night is dark…
The sun is bright…
My shooting star made my wish come true…
But it left my sky… EMPTY.