Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

Happy new year!!!

Dark, Deep and Meaningless

Dark, deep, and meaningless - for I never wanted the color white, to me that color means hypocrisy for nothing is clean and no one is pure, so who are you to deceive me with that blinding light that you're trying to project to everyone? White is the absence of color hence white has no light at all. The dark is the sum of all the colors hence, the dark is the light. The ironies of life sometimes makes me think that there's absence in your presence like the silence that is so deep its deafening cause what the mouth dares not to speak is what the heart screams... so load its deafening

good manners

Being kind to those you don't like is not an act of hypocrisy... its what you call good manners

idea

Real strength is when you are strong enough to break.

"And it doesn't mean love is wrong just because you're feeling low, and it doesn't mean love is gone when you feel like you want to let go...
Well, no one wrote this book of love that you've always known

the art of falling ❤💘💔💘❤💓💗

The art of falling...

Yung bumitaw ka na sa kinakapitan mong sangga, tapos nahuhulog ka na pero hindi ka pa bumabagsak sa lupa...

Yan ang pinakamasarap na pakiramdam...

Kasi mahirap ang kumapit sa sangga, nakakangalay...

Mahirap ang bumagsak kung wala naman sasalo sau, masakit mabagok sa lupa lalo na kung mabato...

Pero yung pakiramdam na nahuhulog ka at nadarama mo ang hangin sa kawalan... yun ang masaya.

Kaya masarap mahulog

possessions

I'm scared I might ran out of tomorrows... but tonight I will sleep like a child knowing that someone stronger than I protects me with a loving arms wrapped around me like a warm blanket. And though it is but a dream, a dream that I will never realize is the same dream that is real.

Thank you for listening to me. Its the first time I've ever told anyone that story. I was always afraid I might die without anyone knowing it and it would be wiped forever from the face of the earth, but now you will keep it for me.

And I no longer fight destiny just to possess you... I finally realized that loving is not owning. We could love the sunsets and the stars for all our lives but we'll never possess it, and not possessing it doesn't mean it was never real, not owning doesn't mean love is not real. Like any other true love, owning it will make you watch it die. Just like a beautiful flower that you long to possess, you pick it, its in your hand, you own it... but soon it will die in your arms and will leave you empty and sad. But if you let that flower be in the fields where it belong, never dare to possess it in your hands, you will watch that flower bloom and multiply and will never die.
Loving is not owning, knowing that great love is the love that makes two people move on with their lives but continues to love each other in spite the distance, in spite the constant parallelism of their fate. That love that even though how many times you fall in love with different people, you never fell out of love with each other. That love that never owns but keeps on loving.

who are we to judge?

Who are we to judge? - that is what I always say whenever I hear people talk about Judas, Hitler, and even the Devil himself. Sometimes I would even find myself defending them. Not that I support their diabolic ways but I always believe that there is still goodness inside them, or should I say I have faith in them, that in spite of their evilness there is a greater GOOD reason why they become who they are right now. Most of the time I think about it and convince myself that those great villains in world history become the person they became because of one great love. That one great love that will make you take all the risks even becoming the great evil just for that one great love. And I believe that even though the world looks at them with disgust, I, in the most sincerest reason, salute them because they are the most courageous men lived. They never cared what the world would think about them as long as what they do is what they think is for love. For some they call it selfishness but think again... who wants to become bad? Nobody. Nobody wants to become evil, but those courageous men embraced it, sacrificed their selves for love. I call it sacrifice because they never thought about their reputation, their lives. And to add more heroism, its not only a lifetime of sacrifice but an eternity of misery. But they've learned to embrace it. They are the greatest martyrs. And blessed are the martyrs for neither pain nor misery can hurt them. They are the strongest. For some they call it numbness but real strength comes within the soul that becomes numb from torture.

All for love. And God is love. So even the Devil sacrificed for God, for love.

So who are we to judge? We who are so weak and cannot stand for the ones we love. We who are so selfish that cannot sacrifice our reputation for love. We who are so scared to face an eternity of misery for love.
Who are we to judge?
We are much more evil than the Devil. We are full of pride thinking that we are much better than them but we are nothing compared to them.
Who are we to judge

bread and rock

Pag binato ka ng bato, huwag mong batuhin ng tinapay, kainin mo yung tinapay kase sayang naman kung hindi nya sasaluhin at babagsak lang sa lupa.

coffee and bitterness

Ang bitterness nilalasahan at hindi dinadamdam. Dapat diretso s tiyan at hindi sa puso.



Minsan kasi pag may pinagdadaanan, imbes na bilisan ang lakad para makapag move on agad, eh lalo pang binabagalan ang lakad... minsan may stop over pa tapos magrereklamo. Walang ibang makakatulong sayo kundi sarili mo.

denial

Denial is a vital fertilizer that nourishes hope. In a way it is a good thing because it gives you hope to carry on with your life, but what if it is a false hope, and instead of moving on with your life, you're stuck... holding on to a lie... that denial feeds you.

DESStiny no more

Right now I want to talk about assets, greatest assets, possessions... etc.

I believe my greatest asset is my heart... I believe it is everyone's.

Because there is a big difference between being a man and being human.

Being a man is about our physical body. It is about our existence.

But having a heart makes us human. We are capable of love, of being kind... we don't just exist... we LIVE.

wide one line

How can two parallel lines meet? That question I asked myself a decade of years ago... and today, as I watch the sunset in our back porch... God gave me an idea... two parallel line could actually meet by widening their road until their sides touch each other and making one wide line. Submerge. Truly, life maybe a straight line, but life is NOT just about moving forward BUT also about widening our roads to connect, to touch, to finally be with our destiny. Our destiny is a mixture of choices and unknown fate... so take the risk, the worst thing that could happen is nothing compared to a life full of questions... repeating "what if".

Corners of our Paths

The most beautiful place that i've ever been is your heart. And when you walked away from me, you never really left me, cause you're in my heart for eternity. Time... look at where we are and what we've been through, look at who we are and how me we made it through. Cause us is a story that never gets old but never gets told, and our stars never leave but never gets to meet... a thing more bitter than tragedy is a destiny that gave up from the beginning... doomed from the fault of fate. And every song sings for you like every word means you. My granite, my diamond, my gem and my trash... my everything. My home that never welcomed me... but remains unblemished. Beautiful... perfect.

side of the circle

Every story has 3 sides...
Your side
My side
Right side...
The question is not what side will you choose
But who will be there by your side.
Great week ahead!

first love never dies

Some old flames never Burns out...
And if time brings you back to that old feelings
You will realize that somehow the feeling is still there.
It did not burned out at all.

JDF

bare feet

Happiness is not about having a bright sunshine everyday

Remember... You can also dance in the rain.

Oftentimes, we get discouraged when things don't go our way... we complain about the road we're trudging and get tired easily. But we are not born to fly, we're not angels, we don't have wings. BUT THOUGH WE CANNOT FLY, WE'RE NOT INTEND TO CRAWL - we have our feet.

Truly, if we only know how to count not just numbers but also our blessings, we'll never complain again.

let it go

Parting something you don't really need is not a real act of sharing.

Today I let go one of my most treasured possession. It ain't easy to let go but if letting go means saving another soul then I wouldn't mind doing the sacrifice in the name of God, because God's words are meant to be shared.

I just pray that he will take care of it because it is a part of me. It is the witness of my most treasured memories, my ups and Downs, my hopes and fears and now it will be his.

My Bible..

riddled

let us make our own story
And not just repeat another history
You and I is the risk we ought to take
Let us not think that this destiny is just another mistake.

the perks of being brave

People are people... what makes us human is our capacity to care, to respect. Our educational attainment and license does not make us higher than other human beings.
Sometimes, or more often, those who are called educated people are the one's acting like uneducated. They belittle those people that are different from their class as if their educational attainment can bring them up to heaven.

Simple advice...
Whatever you are, you are just a MAN. But who you are makes you HUMAN.

There's a big difference between being a man and being human.

Ergo, our character defines our humanity.

a walk with faith

Oftentimes, God puts a veil in front of us not because He wants to block our sight on the road we're trudging but because He wants us to walk with our faith and not with our eyes.

mercury under my umbrella

Men are capable of doing either good or bad things. But I always believe that we are all born good. And no matter how the world sucks, we find kindness in every corner because in the deepest core of our hearts, our conscience lurks. That's why I never lose my faith to mankind. Its like a faith that never had a clause to believe in. But everytime I'm on the verge of hating this world full of bad people, fate always gives me a reason to believe again that though this place is not heaven, then neither its hell. And I can't help but smile in the midst of my rage and thank God its earth.

And yes, I'm still mad with you - thief.

Thank you to that concern citizen who helped me.

And thank God I'm safe.

frail

You offered me a toast,.,
How can I refuse?


I promise I won't get jealous

I hope I can keep my promise the way you keep yours.

Painted Red

Out of the 10 things I said to you... you remember them all... you remember them all.
Out of the 10 promises I heard from you... you keep them all... keep them all.

And so I tried not to overwhelm myself, not to assume, not to complicate things, not to put any meaning on everything that you do for me.

But a heart that beats too loud speaks through actions louder.

A burden to keep but a blissful heaven to feel.

Confusion dances in a gray room where black and white collides... and your smile suddenly painted it Red.

The Forgotten Faith

Its been such a long time since I have felt this way. And it took me by surprise because I swear I've already settled my heart to solitude. I was happy alone. But then you came and you made me realize the difference between being safe and being sound, the difference between being free and having a home, the difference between pain and emptiness.
But there's a long road ahead and it ain't an easy road. I'm not really sure if you're with me or if I do really want you to be with me but only time can tell. And if time is on our side, I would really love for you to hold my hand and never let go. Because this time I want it for the rest of my life until i die.

And thanks for keeping your promise. Simple things you do makes me change my mind and believe again in those things that I already lose my faith in...
Thanks for making me believe again that love is real.

The Mockingjay (Tales of Another Injustice)

Call me your mockingjay.
A walking rebel in the midst of your communism.
But a verdict without giving the benefit of the doubt is an act of injustice.
Stop pretending you have the ears to hear when your brain is locked with the lies you've been fed.
The respect is burning down now and it is lost in the oblivion of the most sincerest lie you ever heard.
And thus she spread her wings and fly little mockingjay...

wtf

...want the world to hear me not for sympathy but for the truth

fallen

All angels are fallen. Were it not so, we would not exist.

There is a place in your heart, just before you get to the heart of hearts, a little antechamber where unsavory intentions gather- and linger for they cannot enter your very heart. It is in this waiting room, secret and small where you hope that you're little sister will fall off her pony and break her leg next time she rides him and blah blah...the little room where they say if thoughts could kill - we would de-people our earth in a little less than two hours...

silently loud

I'll just let my attitude speak for my self.

the proposal

When people throw stones at you...
Check it out, there might be a diamond.

ver months on february

Why does it always rain in september
And its always cold in December
Its always sad in sweet November
So what's your story October

Life never stops making me stronger than I was yesterday... so strong... strong enough to break and be alright.

For all the ups and Downs... I bid goodbye to you 2013... and I welcome you 2014... let the good times roll...