The Last Dance

Beneath the moon so blue
Colours changing velvet hue
It takes two to tango
Its midnight but you can't go.

We'll dance different waltz
Cause tango isn't the only dance
Tonight will be your last chance
To gaze the stars and hear the wind chime.

Welcome to the ballroom for two
Once you've entered you can't go
Glittering shadows of souls are hiding
Waiting for the right moment of slaughtering.

Then the door suddenly closed
Different mystic music is everywhere
The world inside suddenly posed
Then mocked voices suddenly blared.

I touched your lips and you feel bliss
Mysterious scenes are kept within
Barenaked - liquids are released
Just for a night you're beyond myriad sins.

With soulful caress and bodies wet
Adulterous scenery is where we've met
Your innocence loves my diabolic passion
You and me inside this erotic illusion.

Ghostly perfume floating on air
You breath only my name so fair
Suddenly you're fatal, turning white - bloodless
But your mind is still dancing with madness.

I'm your sweet poison
As I do my last ritual version
As the black tortured scenery turns into bloodiness
As I drink your crimson blood with gladness.


Photo credits: Preview Magazine (Queen of Swords/June 2014 Edition)

Playlist

These days when quiting is the easiest thing to do... I'm glad I'm still holding on. Making every shit day bearable with a song.

Thanks to my playlists.. You always say the right words to make my grip tighter and hold on just a little bit longer.

Huh! How could I ever live without music?!

Fight or Flight

Some battles do not worth the fight.

Those petty little ones that cannot add a tune in your life are worthless battles that if you consider fighting for it will just be a waste of time and energy.

So choose your battles.

A worthless battle not fought is not a defeat, just a silent triumph without the loud horns proclaiming victory.

We can be victorious even without the noise.
We can be valiant even without the battlefield.
We can be a hero for our own sake.

Because some battles are not worth fighting for...
And some are not worth dying for.

While some are worth leaving...
Because we want to live.

Its Never a Junk After All

I was eating these chips this morning for breakfast... (because I'm the healthiest person on earth 😂😅) when I suddenly saw this "punch line" at the back of its wrapper.
Honestly, it made me laugh out loud.
Even junk foods has something worth pondering. Hahaha!!! 😂
Have a healthy breakfast, though!

If wits could kill...
Oh! Mine would be a genocide!

Àkabar

Huwag mong tanungin ang mga bituin,
Ng mga bagay-bagay na alam mo naman sagutin.
Ang mga tala ay walang tinig,
Ang langit ay walang himig,
Tanging ikaw ang makakapag-pasya sa puso mong umi-ibig.

(English Translation)
Do not ask the stars

Those questions that you already know the answers.

The stars cannot talk,

The heavens cannot sing,

And only you can decide for your heart that is falling.

Black and White : The Grey Walls (A Short Story)

"A promise or a dare, I would jump if I knew you'd catch me."

You are black and I am white...
Between us is the grey.

She wears a white dress and he is in black suit. Today is the long awaited day for them to see each other again.
Its been three long years and she can't help but wonder how the day will turn out, for she knew that these years somehow changed the both of them. She wonder how will they ever pick it up from where they have left.

He is indecisive. Too strong and too good to hide his emotions. She can't see it through.
Thus she was hurting inside, she doesn't know if it is ok to admit her real feelings or if it is much better to hide it like it is now.

So the grey barrier stood between the two lovers.

She is at one side singing those familiar lyrics of their favorite band that goes "🎶hello happiness tell me where you've been, I miss the sound of your voice, I miss the touch of your skin...🎵". But her heart is bleeding with the melody of unspoken love.

He is on the other side singing those familiar lyrics of their favorite band that goes "🎵we started as friends but something happened inside me...🎶". But he is in control of his emotions. Too strong to be seen through it.

And these grey walls are keeping them apart. Those hesitations and fear of rejections, those misunderstandings and misconceptions, and those wrong impressions and wrong interpretations. Somehow these grey walls are tearing them apart.

And these grey walls are the only witness of this love story still waiting to be told.

She cried out loud but he can't hear her... These grey walls are breaking them apart.

She wept for she cannot see through what's going on the other side of the walls.

The End.

Epilogue:
He is on the other side of those grey walls holding an ax and with a great blow he started breaking those grey walls that keeping them apart.


***The persons and events in this story are fictitious. Any similarities to actual persons and events are plainly coincidents and unintentional.

***Dedicated to my bestfriend since childhood. May love finally find you this time around.

5 Days with Lazarus

"An inferior teacher teaches,
A good teacher explains,
A superior teacher demonstrate,
But a great teacher inspires."

I always believed that my ultimate purpose in life is to inspire other people, and it is heart whelming to know that in my 5 days of stay at San Lazaro Hospital, I was able to touch yet another souls.

I feel so blessed when I was given the opportunity to have an actual exposure to a different medical laboratory set up.
But what made me feel more blessed was during my brief stay there, a lot of people came to me on my last day of OJT just to say thank you because they were inspired by my views and opinions and advises in life.

I went there to learn new things for my career growth, but real growth only comes when we impart something that will benefit others. And I know that I did not only achieved career growth but also my personal growth.

And these people who are willing to learn in life serves as my inspiration to continue inspiring and imparting words of wisdom.

I believe in the ripple effect of our actions.

It is the little good things that we do that creates a big sounding ripple that changes someone to become a better version of themselves.

And I can't help but smile in the most sincerest way to watch them transform in metamorphosistic way.

For John

"If everyone could just be happy with themselves and the choices people around them make, the world would instantly be a better place." - John Lennon

I must admit I'm really a big fan of John Lennon. But more than just a fan of his music, I'm more of a fan of his thoughts.

Colours and Impressions

I saw blue and I thought it was the sky
I saw yellow and I thought it was gold
I saw green and I thought it was the meadows
I saw red and I thought it was a rose.

But then the blue is also an ocean
The yellow is also the sun
The green can be a feeling
And red is the love of a man.

Judgements and illusions
From the moment we turn our eyes
We live in every first impressions
Which sad to say can never last.