One Face I Can't Imagine

You're my beautiful mistake One thing that I just couldn't take But its the feeling I couldn't fake it any longer Its an addiction so hard to break Its a melodious symphony It makes me cry though it sounds so funny Its like a tale that I have written for so long Its a memory I just couldn't see *** You're face is one thing that I've tried to search wherever I may be Its like a shadow of myself and I can't runaway from it I'm drifting with my fears Its like an endless scene Of a face I can't imagine So I've tried to move along Though I'm still stucked and singing the same old song Its the missing piece that is gone forever baby Its the puzzle meant to be undone *** Its the question meant to be unanswered Its the perfume meant to be unscented Its the song meant to go wrong Its an endless thorny path meant to bring you home... Its the face I can't forget Its the face I always see Its the face that I see in an endless scene But its one face I can't imagine

Wishing That I'm Lying In The Arms Of An Angel

In times when I think about the troubles that I'm into

I feel like I'm losing control

I wanna close my door

When it feels like the world is tumbling down

When it seems like I'm all alone

I'm wishing

I'm wishing

There's a time when I'm about to give up and lose it all

Feeling I'm losing control

I wanna hide my soul

When it seems like I'm in a prison

When it seems like there's no one to care

I'm wishing

*** Could it be someone out there

Could it be someone in here

Could it be someone stranger at my door

Could it be you

And now I'm wishing that I'm lying in the arms of an angel

I'm wishing

I'm wishing

In times when I think of love as something new

I feel like I'm losing control

I can't open my door

When it seems like its getting complicated

When it seems like I'm falling

I'm wishing***

Once In A Life Time

Once In A Life Time
Originally uploaded by dess.

Can't stay forever this way
I'm about to tell a story
Happened so long and so far gone away
But everybody's gone its too late to say
I'm about to say sorry
But they're so gone so far gone away
***
Could you live that smile on your face
Could you cast away you're fears for the day
Could you give it up
Could you keep it all to you
And we even shared the same old song
Which I knew we can't sing it all again
Young and free we used to be
A time and a place belongs to you and me
In the time of our lives
When everything's so fine
Its just a time
Once in a life time

Gone up those days so wild
Summer days and summer nights now are just the shadow of the past
Sweet memories that skinned our hearts
Are all left behind but those pictures in our minds will never last
***

A journey...
Once in a life time
A place in a time belongs to us
No matter how
No matter when
What matters most
It happened once in a life tme
Once in our life time
Once in a life time...

The Courage Of A Coward Man

Date Written : April 29,2005

Too coward to be brave
But brave enough to be coward
He is coward to go to the battle, to get lost and to die there
But he is brave enough to face all the critics, brave enough to admit that he is coward
He is afraid to fall in love, to get hurt and to cry
But brave enough to face the struggles of a solitary life
He is afraid to speak, to let go and to hurt others
But brave enough to keep all the pains inside her heart
He is afraid to tell a lie, to tell the truth, and to choose
But brave enough to stay where two sides are ranging its fury from each other , bearing all the cruelty of both worlds
Brave enough to be insecure, to be always at risk
Too afraid to open up, to locked up, and to peep
But brave enough to knock on other's door
Afraid to fail but brave enough for challenges
He wants wisdom and knowledge but afraid to learn
He is afraid to be him
But brave enough to pretend that he is real
Pretending to be happy even though he is smiling a broken smile
Brave enoughto show off something he doesn't have
Brave enough to be brave even though he doesn't have the guts
Because he has the courage of a coward man.