the Gray zOne

To lose balance sometimes for love is part of living a balanced life.

(But)The gray zone is the most crucial part of everything. That thin line between the Black and white, where everything hangs. Black is black, white is white... but the gray is so confusing enough to get lost in the middle. And in there you'll find yourself broken.

Pop'n Waters

You know when people say it's not the destination but the journey... well they are damn right and the important thing is to notice the beauty of the moment even if it is not yet the one you're waiting for. To notice the beauty of the road you're trudging even if it is not yet home. I believe that home is beautiful at the end of the day only if when you've finally reached it, you could stay awake and reminisce everything that happened on the road. Everyday we should notice the beauty that it brings even though life is tough. At the end, when breath is taken away from us, all we could take with us is each moment that our breath were taken... and it only happens when there is beauty. And beauty is in everything... only waiting to get notice. Life is beautiful with all it's ups and downs... waiting to get notice... that each moment is breath taking. Your first times like it will never happen again, the second time it happened like it only happened yesterday, the last times that you're missing all your life. I think we should live life like high-school. When everything is noticed.

I hope you notice it.

shades of grass

Grass is never greener on the other side because some grass are yellow and some are even red. And even they are not green, they are definitely beautiful.

Bloom

I don't believe that grass is greener on the other side... but I do believe that if there is something special there, then definitely, there something special in here as well...

I believe that we should bloom where we are planted. And let our fruits be everywhere it is needed

too big

Through my weakness my strength is enhanced. I'll let me be soft... so soft till I become invincible like the water. For the softness of the water is what makes it strong and powerful. It's softness makes it intangible to any friction. Fire is tamed, fire cannot harm the water. The wind cannot harm the water either, rather, it brings out the strength of the water through the crashing waves... unharmed by the rocks.

Let me drown by your amazing grace.

As universal as the water that could be as hard as ice and soft as the river flowing... as versatile as to anything that you contain it.

Softer and softer until like the water I'll be strong... so strong that nothing can harm me.

The Backbone

The problem in us is that we wish too much that we hold on too much to that wishbone that we forgot that a backbone is more important to make it all happen.

That we gotta have a backbone....that backbone to be brave enough to make it happen.

We wish too much that we keep on waiting for that shooting star to fall...

Idly waiting when in fact, we could have done something to make it happen rather than waiting for that shooting star to fall.

I have nothing against that hope on wishes but it blinds us like there's an explosion of supernova right in front of our eyes that hinder us from taking the first step to make it all happen.

The Reservation

Not all empty chairs are unoccupied...

...because some are actually reserved.

KiSs Of Autumn

Your tears glisten laced with pain

My destiny is written on paper fluttering in the wind

Distant dreams rise like incense

Melting into the night is your image

Traces of your smile on a yellowing page

And the memory of a single tenderness

And the sting of love reignites my wounds

And in the moment a single tear falls

All hatred becomes a distant blur

I live as a shadow...

Forever in the past.