cold hell

I believe that hell has the most vehement flames because its too cold down there with no one to care, where love never exists... so cold that fire is the only friend with warmth beneath

Autumn Leaves

Autumn leaves are meant to fall
Whether it is forced by nature
Or it is destined by the future
Green, red and brown means all.



Maybe Cupid had once fallen apart
For sharp are the arrows of a broken heart
Or is he too clever to know the art
Or his heart unhealed so he cursed the lover's mark


For the heart of the angels feel all the pain
But what time heals for humans, to angels remain
And who is more lonely than the thing that never dies
Reach heaven or raise hell, in love I would cry.

3am Has Secrets

Its 3am and I can't believe that I'm singing this old song in my mind... again... when I thought I wouldn't be able to sing it again...

It goes...

Like an ocean needs the sand or a dirty old shoe that fits.
And if all the world is perfect I would only ever wanna see your Scar.
You know they can have their universe we'll be in the dirt designing stars...

I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it.
And if all the world is smiling I would only ever wanna see your frown.
You know they can sail away in sunsets,
We'll be right here stranded on the ground... just happy to be found.

I am throwing myself at things I don't understand... discover enlightenment holding your hand...


So beautiful...

Just like what I've said before... 3am has the deepest secrets... and the greatest ideas too. I don't know why ideas could simply seeped in my mind at 3am. Anyway, have you ever wonder how people fall in love in mysterious ways... well I do, and I think people are like those wires and those cellphone chargers... no matter how neatly and tidy and organized you store them inside your drawer, when you get them again they are all coiled up with each other like noodles and it will take you time to loose them all. Just like people, when they get to know each other, became closer, soon you'll find their hands holding each other. And it will take time to get those strings unattached. Love is natural

just not yet

Autumn leaves are meant to fall...




(I'm still working for this post. Still looking for a story to share, for a lesson to give, for an advice to lend, for a testimony to tell.)