Saturday, May 13, 2006

Symetrical Vision

" ...Yeah, you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye."
----Hale----
(The Day You Said Goodnight)
I thought it was trully the big break am asking for... but... am I wrong???
Looking to the positive side of the negative scenario... who knows its just the beginning of the long run... that you've just finally moved a step forward to the ultimate goal... who knows... only God knows how this play we're all in, will work on with our lives... who are we to judge the beginning when the script is not yet done. Do not race for tomorrow when the day is not yet over!
I finally arrived to the right conclusion that it was not just a mere coincidence but a play in the making... everything is set with a goal... you're a script-writer... I just hope that your script is not a tragedy in the making!... or else... everybody will suffer!
They say... some things we're looking for are just around the corner... BUT... what if you're trapped in a circle... how would you ever find what you're searching for when there's no more corners to turn to?!!!
Whew! So much for that!
Thank God for answering all my prayers!... prayer really works, though! :D

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Bohemian Reverie

In the midst of chaotic circumstances, we ignore it's deeper meaning.
We do not realize that when there's nothing we bother about, no problems to solve, no one to think about... we are not preoccupied... we're not upset... no stress... yes, there's a deep sense of tranquility in our lives... but in such nothingness... comes the deep sense of EMPTINESS.

Don't come too late,
I'm afraid I can't wait that long,
There are a lot of things I need to attend to,
Its not that you're not that important to wait for,
But its a risk to wait for you not knowing if you're really coming.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Not So Medical

I hope am not suffering from Hydrocephalus secondary to Brain Emphysema... in Layman's term... ARROGANCE secondary to false confidence.
Sometimes, too much appreciation from others plus overwhelming complement given by unavoidable circumstances can lead you to this syndrome.
This syndrome is different from CONFIDENCE where in the Blood-Brain Barrier is intact... in Layman's term... the oxygen from you blood never gets into your brain... in short... you won't suffer from Brain Emphysema that leads to Hydrocephalus... known as ARROGANCE!

Tx: Reflex-on

Monday, May 08, 2006

Version 1.0

I can't believe my brain is working! haha!!! I figured out your anagram the moment I lay my eyes on it!
But then... cryptography is still the last thing I'll ever do...
1-1-2-3-5-8-13-21 (TDVC)

Private Dimension

Interpretation is the manipulation of one's point of view in a given idea.
We have different point of views, and you should respect mine as I respect yours... not only for the sake of being open-minded... but for the fact that its too childish to argue with such... though its not nonsense after all.
Weirdness is the usual term given to anyone who can sense something out of nothing...
For me, its not weirdness but a genuine sense of appreciation...
Infact, if weirdness is indeed the term, then all I can say is that, "Weirdness is the highest form of appreciation."
Then I wish we're all be weird, so nothing will ever be called "nonsense".
"Nothing" is simply " No Thing".
Yeah, my weirdness oftentimes gets me into some sort of weird stare from other people.
Weird things about me like:
I get mesmerized by the traffic lights.
I wonder so much about the sky that oftentimes people can sence my weirdness, cause am like an alien... first time to see the sky.
I dig too much, that make things deep though its not.
When the idea is so simple, I make it complicated... too complicated, infact.
Weird!
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The movie "Silent Hill" for most is just a simple story of revenge... but I think its more than just revenge.
In the movie states... "we should learn to fight the devil in the right way". True enough! Who knows? we might just be a conspiracy... the devil is so good... in doing evil!
Never let your fear be your faith... cause most of the time, fear is being used to bear forth faith... which is wrong! Faith is never a fear, and fear is only a false feeling of faith.
"Fear is just a False Evidence Appearing Real".
"Pain is just a weakness that remains in the body".
Learn to cope up with your pain, cause...
Pain can lead into fear,
Fear can lead into hatred,
Hatred can lead into revenge,
Revenge can lead into the devil itself!
Revenge is a form of justice...
But there are many forms of justice... why choose the devil's justice?
"Be sober, be vigilant, because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking to whom he may devour." - 1 Peter 5:8 (KJV)

Thursday, May 04, 2006

My Mad Season

" Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - I'm lost and I'm hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season"
----Matchbox 20----
(Mad Season)

We watched the movie "Mission Impossible III" yesterday... and all I can say is... Whoa!!! Mission Impossible movies never failed to mesmerize me with their actions and extraordinary hi-tech gadgets that seem to be truly impossible.
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"INDEPENDENCE" has a DIFFERENT meaning to you, perhaps!... You're having the wrong word!
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I feel the darnest and dumbest feeling right now... falling in a cascade-like manner that seemed to be endless... where do I land?... No Idea!
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I miss you but I don't want to see you... not that there's something wrong... but its just that, I don't think am ready. I can feel the friction of consciousness... this is NOT what friends are for... right?... Damn it! Wrong!
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I have to testify the fate... to live the prophecy... to fulfill the destiny.
In that case I have to do what is right... setting aside the things ought to be set aside.
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Before I forget, did I mention that "A", "B", and "C" have the same passion?... "For The Love For P.C." (so much for the "The Da Bc Code")... well, I've just mentioned it!
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My bestfriend?!!... How in a world could that ever be?... "The Bestfriends' Wedding"
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So much topic in only one post...
Truly it is a "Mad Season".
Am sorry but I have to... damn this f***in' s**t!
But then...
Thanks to JC for making this s**t day bearable!!!
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P.S. Transparency is a camouflage... an art of letting everyone see that you're not hiding anything inside your closet but they'll never know that those once used to be skeletons were no longer bones but ashes everywhere in your garden.
Transparency is the greatest form of a lie!
Damn you hypocrites!... the cause of one's paranoia!

Saturday, April 29, 2006

A Mighty Sword For A Coward Warrior

I've changed my mind... because of your inconsistency. Aside from that, I've realized that, in silence, I admire the tinge of noise. And in noise... the silence grows deeper and deeper beneath the core of my soul that longs to scream in the serenity of the night. I was disappointed... I mean, really disappointed a while ago because I thought the "bigbreak" was there, but I was wrong. Again my frustration for that position is desperately crying and embracing my individuality that longs for that momentous event in my life that I believe, can change the whole script into a better play. So am still hoping that one day soon, I'll be there doing what am wanting to do. No! am not buying for the prestige nor the honor for my name, what I want is the work... the service... patriotic as it may seem! The flame of passion to write never gone cold in me... and those pens and papers whom I've grown up with are still my closest friends... and yes, my old guitar who knows my very humble passion in the art of literature and music... they know me more than anyone. 

The Da Bc Code


"A" knows "B",
And "C knows "A".
"A" likes "B",
And "C" likes "A".
"A" is connected to "B" because they have the same beliefs,
"C" is connected to "A" because they have the same perspectives.
"A", "B", and "C" have one thing in common... their sword!
"A" hates hypocrites,
"B" hates the Pharisees
"C" hates both!
"A" is a frustrated ICE (anagram)
"B" just became an ICE (anagram)
And "C" is about to be the ICE (anagram)
"A" is waiting,
"B" is in search,
And "C" is playing his foolish games.
... So there comes "D"...
So "A" let "D" decides...
Knowing that "D" always decides right!
Thanks to "D"!!!

Friday, April 28, 2006

The Alibi

A second thought is actually an alibi...
Its a space for doubt...
Huh! PARANOIDS!!!
Am one of you!!!
But am working on it!!!
One day I'll learn the art of believing... something before it will actually happen before my eyes...
Huh! Am just making it real!!!