Beautiful Without A Face

Its a strange feeling...

I remember a dream back 9 years ago... I was talking to an old man but I can't see his face... and the only thing that I can remember when I woke up back then, in spite of our very long conversation, was his last words to me...

He said...

"An empty heart is heavier than a full heart"




And the phrase says it all.
Until know, I could still picture that dream, that faceless old man, and his gentle voice like a father talking to his child.

And I still wonder who is that faceless old man.

Unforgotten Beauty

Love is a beautiful thing.
Love could have been perfectly beautiful if its love alone.
But love cannot exist alone, it needs two people and other related stuffs and figures which are hard to figure out.
And so complication begins.

If only love could exist alone...

But love co-exist with pain and lies and bitterness.
With those hurting comes pride and jealousy.
And so love becomes a forgotten beauty.

People are people.

We are different.

And not even love could make us alike.

Love could not stop me from hurting you intentionally, unintentionally, and without knowing.

Love could not stop you from hurting me intentionally, unintentionally, and without knowing either.

Love cannot stop disappointments.

And I'm very disappointed with myself for expecting too much.
Its like I was born in an ideal world where everybody and everything meets my expectations and even go further and beyond. Like everything always comes my way.

Until reality bites and it did not stopped there. It chewed me and then swallowed me up and just when I thought that was it... just when I thought I defined pain itself, reality digested me and it was the worst pain anyone could endure... with its torturing acidic formulation and the way a normal stomach transforms the food into shit - that's it.

The ideal world became a chaotic living round substance.

But love remained the unforgotten beauty.

Like the stars at night...

Night is black
Black is dark
Dark is creepy

but the stars remained beautiful.

So as the love I once knew as the epitome of beauty...

It will always be.

And though pain is hurting,
I'd rather feel it than be numb and never see the beauty again.


Fact is... in a relationship...

The one who loves less is in control of the relationship...
But the one who loves more is happier.

I'd rather be happier.


P.S. I can see your flaws, but YOU remained perfect.

(^v^.)♥°(o,o)°

Much Is True

I can't think of a reason why I love You... but I have one reason why I will never leave You... its because I Love You! ♥♥♥ (^V^)

Penda

when chains becomes freedom... ♥♥♥

Universe (Part 1.25) ♥♥♥

I can't help it... I just can't contain what's in my heart right now... its over flowing, its overwhelming. Its all YOU.

I'm so, so in love with YOU.

I am so Over inspired that I cannot even finish writing this song that I've started... it goes...

- its not my first time to fall, not my first time to fall
but its the first time I landed in love, I've landed in your arms
like the first time we kissed, that kiss so beautiful
then you wrapped me in your arms, bedazzled with your charms

Let the time stand still
cause you know forever i will
stay by your side
love you with all my might

let the time prove to you
forever i will be true
i'll never let go of your hand
even if its a dead end.


eerrrr... my song is so raw but i can't think for the perfect words right now, i can't think of nothing else, no one else but YOU.

okay, i surrender!!!

yeah... I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥

Tribute

Heard that CIA died yesterday. And suddenly I realized how time goes by so fast and that life is indeed fragile and death is inevitable.

Farewell to the VIP days.

Rest In Peace.

Universe

You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars


So happy to be found... =)

ATTRACTED : ATTACHED

Its not common to me to get attracted to local movie posters, but this one got my eye... nice work Star Cinema. You've got my thumb up for this. I hope its one great story as well just like your other works. As far as I can remember I gave "A Love Story" an A because it really was a great movie, not just good but great.
I'm not in to local films but I'm trying to watch those movies that catches my attention. So I hope I could watch this (crossed-fingers... hope it will fit in my hectic schedule). Recent local movie that got an A for me was "Segunda Mano"... good twist.

I hope the poster is not all that its got... because I'm expecting a lot from these two great artist and so as the film makers of this movie. I know you will not let my expectations down. More great movies to watch from you guys! Kudos!

Puff In Honah Lee No More

A couple of hours left and finally, the dragon will enter... KUNG HEI FAT CHOI!!!


And these lines I hope will leave me as the year ends...

- how can i love when i'm afraid to fall (a thousand years : Christina Perri)
- so scared to fall i might not get up again (much afraid : Jars of Clay)
- a promise or a dare, i would jump if i knew you'd catch me (5 candle sticks : JOC)

hope it will become like these...
- i will be brave, i will not let anything take away what's standing on front of me
- so happy to love yet so far to go, lead me on to where i never been before
- i pray that when the wick is burned you would say that its all about love

and so, i look forward to the dragon with a fire burning in me because i know fire is a form of light and warmth at the same time.

KUNG HEI FAT CHOI!