Again

 So there again...

I got caught up with my demons.

And there again...

I traded you for my freedom.

So there again...

My freedom becomes a prison.

Cause there again...

You haunt me in my queendom.

 In the beauty of the sunsets...

Here I am...

Staring at your face.

Skin Full

 For they might be flawless

And yours is a skin full of scars

But they ain't got a beautiful tale

To tell when the storm has passed.

So be brave and smile.

Their actions cannot wither your soul.

Life is sometimes hard to those who are kind.

But always remember... To be strong is Beautiful.

 Thou shalt not afflict a fatherless child for the God of the gods protects her, and ye shall suffer His wrath. 

And He will prepare for her a banquet in the presence of her afflictors, and she shall prosper and be blessed. 

But those who are mean to her shall reap what they sow.

 So I am working with my book now, crossed fingers 🤞🤞🤞🙏😊 it will get a deal finally with the publishers.

I am also trying to put on a lot of work with my Instagram, since I am a newbie. Trying to integrate poetries and quotes with photography.  Getting some old pieces from here (my blog) so I could have some inputs in my insta 😊.

You can check it out, the link is there on the left 😉... At the link section before my bio. 😊

Your Angel

But I'm your angel,

My halo is your crown.

I'm your gatekeeper,

I keep your secrets underground.

I'm your archangel,

Fighting the battles for you.

So you could remain innocent, pure and true.

At night time I'm your seraphim,

Singing you lullabies.

And at dawn

I am your bright morning star.

I'm your angel,

My halo is your crown.

Disguised as a normal girl

Living in this old town.

I Closed My Eyes

 So I closed my eyes

Before taking the leap,

For my faith is frail,

And fear starts to creep.

My hands shake,

My mind is a rampage, 

My heart is the only

Beating with courage.

So I closed my eyes

As I take the leap,

For in my own darkness

I can take my lead.

Be the master of my fate,

Be the calming winds to assuage,

My apoplectic ocean.

The beauty of the braves.

Unsent Letters (Part IV)

 Dear You,

And so we meet again like it's the first time. I have forgotten you long enough that this encounter felt like it's the first time again. Thirty six months seemed so long ago, but then again...

Like sleeping embers waiting to be reignited. 

Like frozen waters colden by the winter. 

It is my heart.

With the touch of the wind, the ashes burn again.

With the touch of the sun, the ice melts as one with the ocean.

And I am not sure right now if the signs and signals being sent is green or red.

I'm not sure if I am swimming or my face is barely floating to breathe.

But my heart is racing.

My impulses are blinding.

My senses Keeping me awake.

Choices which one to take.

It is such an agony to wait.

Painful to wait in vain.

But is there another way?

But to hold my heart in flame.

But I've seen this before.

Like an old movie but I'm not so sure.

I traded love once when I got caught by the monster.

Who's to say I can't do it again if there's another encountER.

My demons, my monsters are too hard to fight.

But I want you to know that I am fighting for you right now.

I don't know if I will win this.

But I do hope we could Win this.

If they talk to me they can taste my heart.

They know that each beat is sounding your name.

I can't protect you.

But I want you to know that I am fighting for you.

And I am trying my best not to trade you.

I'm trying my best not to make the same mistake.

Now that I finally found my home again.

I'll keep on fighting for you.

Sincerely,

Me 

Encounters

 Maybe...

Just maybe...

Our encounter

Is just a reminder

That not all heartaches

Comes from a broken heart.

Sometimes,

The pain sprouts

From a whole heart

That is scared.