Sunday, July 06, 2014

a walk with faith

Oftentimes, God puts a veil in front of us not because He wants to block our sight on the road we're trudging but because He wants us to walk with our faith and not with our eyes.

Wednesday, July 02, 2014

mercury under my umbrella

Men are capable of doing either good or bad things. But I always believe that we are all born good. And no matter how the world sucks, we find kindness in every corner because in the deepest core of our hearts, our conscience lurks. That's why I never lose my faith to mankind. Its like a faith that never had a clause to believe in. But everytime I'm on the verge of hating this world full of bad people, fate always gives me a reason to believe again that though this place is not heaven, then neither its hell. And I can't help but smile in the midst of my rage and thank God its earth.

And yes, I'm still mad with you - thief.

Thank you to that concern citizen who helped me.

And thank God I'm safe.

Sunday, June 29, 2014

frail

You offered me a toast,.,
How can I refuse?


I promise I won't get jealous

I hope I can keep my promise the way you keep yours.

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Painted Red

Out of the 10 things I said to you... you remember them all... you remember them all.
Out of the 10 promises I heard from you... you keep them all... keep them all.

And so I tried not to overwhelm myself, not to assume, not to complicate things, not to put any meaning on everything that you do for me.

But a heart that beats too loud speaks through actions louder.

A burden to keep but a blissful heaven to feel.

Confusion dances in a gray room where black and white collides... and your smile suddenly painted it Red.

Friday, June 20, 2014

The Forgotten Faith

Its been such a long time since I have felt this way. And it took me by surprise because I swear I've already settled my heart to solitude. I was happy alone. But then you came and you made me realize the difference between being safe and being sound, the difference between being free and having a home, the difference between pain and emptiness.
But there's a long road ahead and it ain't an easy road. I'm not really sure if you're with me or if I do really want you to be with me but only time can tell. And if time is on our side, I would really love for you to hold my hand and never let go. Because this time I want it for the rest of my life until i die.

And thanks for keeping your promise. Simple things you do makes me change my mind and believe again in those things that I already lose my faith in...
Thanks for making me believe again that love is real.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

The Mockingjay (Tales of Another Injustice)

Call me your mockingjay.
A walking rebel in the midst of your communism.
But a verdict without giving the benefit of the doubt is an act of injustice.
Stop pretending you have the ears to hear when your brain is locked with the lies you've been fed.
The respect is burning down now and it is lost in the oblivion of the most sincerest lie you ever heard.
And thus she spread her wings and fly little mockingjay...

Thursday, June 12, 2014

wtf

...want the world to hear me not for sympathy but for the truth

Friday, May 09, 2014

fallen

All angels are fallen. Were it not so, we would not exist.

There is a place in your heart, just before you get to the heart of hearts, a little antechamber where unsavory intentions gather- and linger for they cannot enter your very heart. It is in this waiting room, secret and small where you hope that you're little sister will fall off her pony and break her leg next time she rides him and blah blah...the little room where they say if thoughts could kill - we would de-people our earth in a little less than two hours...

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

silently loud

I'll just let my attitude speak for my self.