False Pretension

after my longest hiatus in pretension... no way to lurk again my reality.
i told myself once that i will never get drowned in a glass of water... so sure about what i've said then one day i woke up dead... drowned in just a single drop of this universal solvent mixed with NaCl... did my confidence failed my capacity? did i underestimate that glass and its revenge is just a drop but enough to drown me?


so i search for that oxygen that will somehow revive me.

i wander because i wonder how far i could go leaving the light.

i was lost and i cannot even find myself inside of me.

yes i got drowned by this fairytale so i was dead in reality.

i can't turn back because there is no more home...
wandering everywhere... so this is what you call freedom... its funny i never felt being chained before.

to drown is nice because you wake up sober.

for a long time i wander away from You... he took me away from You... but i'm here again begging for forgiveness but not promising that i will never wander again... because i know i will. but next time i wander i will bring You with me. for security purposes, for selfish reasons... because i just can't live without You Oh! Lord.

What Math-ers Most...

God invented Mathematics so we could count our blessings. =)


"Heavens conspiracy is called destiny."

Grill Or All Vague (Part 3)

If you and I is a story never told...
How would you know?
How would they know?

You are the dream I never behold.


The anagram I never dare to decode.


The destiny that never unfold.

in spite all the pains and heartbreaks... whatever love throws... Always believe in love, in sparks, and in magic of meeting your destiny.=)

Different Shades of Mundane

If your life became so blue... be thankful because remember, blue is still a color.

When life turns into gray... be thankful because remember, gray is the line between black and white which means you still have a choice of colors.

When life turns black... be thankful because you can now keep your most filthy secrets in there and no one else will find it not even you.


So whatever is the color of your life today... be thankful because life is colorful.

Forgotten Miracle

During the early times, everything was magic... everything was a miracle...



...until we discovered how all these things work... and now its no longer called magic nor miracle but technology.


"But not because we understand the mechanics of how something works does not make it any less of the miracle which is just the other word for magic."

Frail

Blessed are the shallow

Depth they'll never find

...hence, they'll never drown.

About Things And Money

There are some things that money can't buy...

...because they are not for sale.

Decode

"Do not cook a young goat in it's mother's milk" (Exodus 34:26)

Though most biblical scholars says that it is God's commandment telling the Israelites not to mimic the pagan ways of sacrificing kid's meat in its mother's milk. There are other interpretations still.

Some says it is a commandment about compassion.

Some says it is a commandment about cruelty.

Some says it is a commandment that tells us not to kill a child with it's parent's sin.

They are all good interpretations, though...

But I would like to think it this way...
The young goat is Jesus and the Mother is God and the milk is their Glory.
God, from the very beginning knows that later on, because of man's sins, He will have to sacrifice his only begotten son to redeem the world. And God knows that Jesus, when He walks the earth, He will be rejected and will not be recognized as the son of God. So this means that we should not reject Jesus from the glory of God. We should not kill the divinity of Jesus just because He became a man on earth. Remember no one goes to God without going to Jesus first. This commandment (in my opinion) is for other religions that stating that Jesus was just a mere prophet and not a messiah, not the son of God at all. God wants us to acknowledge Jesus as also a God because He is the son of God, He is with God... remember they are three (father, son, and holy ghost). God is so good that He made this commandments a long time ago even before he sends Jesus here on earth.

Just a thought.