yes, I have time... a lot of time... to wait patiently.
but I don't have forever.
its true that no one waits forever because no one has forever... what we have is just our lifetime.
...I'm not that close in giving up... actually... I'm already on the verge and even the softest breeze could make me fall...
so scared to fall... I might not get up again.
My FAITH is failing me...
God, help Thou my unbelief.
