One of my not so good habit is Overthinking.

I overthink on almost everything that sometimes I fear that I'm already losing my mind. 

Sometimes I think that I already have anxiety because I can't sleep, just like right now, because I am thinking why my boss needs to talk to me first thing in the morning.

It's crazy...

My mind is blowing like hell.

Sometimes I think people thinks that I am strong... But just because I act like one.

I just act like one.

But my mind is fragile.

Sstooooopppp!!!!!!!!!!!

🧠🙈🙉🙊

The Crown

I wear my Scars like a Crown. 👑

Future Ponders

Not all Chances are worth grabbing for...

For some are meant to be ignored today for future pondering.

So we could have something to think of when we get old...

Something to ponder and ask what if...

Just to stir our minds when everything is old and faded...

Even though 'What If' is just a state of mind.

Though we know what we've missed...

Still, if given the chance, we will still Not grab that chance.

Not because it is not worthy...

But because we can't afford to lose it.

So might as well not have it.

For you cannot lose what you never had.

Early Morning Photography

When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me

Under the lamppost back on Sixth street

Hearing you whisper through the phone,

"Wait for me to come home" - Ed Sheeran

AVALON

Do not forget me after the war

How we promised from afar

That we will meet again at this park

And dream again beneath the stars.

Do not forget me after the war

After the chaos, after the dark

When all that is left are the debris of our hearts

Pieces are strewn and torn apart.

Do not forget me after war

As we breath the dawn of a new spark

As we hear the new song of a lark

As the great Avalon finally rise back.

To the man who taught me to build my own walls and set my own standards so no one can tear me down. 

To the one who taught me that it is one thing to be Brave and another thing to be Wise. 

To the one who always say that the world is tough so I gotta be tougher.

To the one who always tells me  stories about wars, Hitler, and the Nazis, because I love world history and conspiracy theories.

The one who always says - 'Never underestimate your opponent.'

The king who made a warrior out of a princess.

The Excalibur who brought out the Knight in me.

I'm forever in debt.

Happy Father's day.

When you're happy...

You'll miss things in life because you're too happy to spare a moment to look.

But then...

It's ok with you...

Because you're happy.

Before you go to sleep tonight,

Ever wonder who secretly whispered a prayer for you?

Cause I just told that Big Guy to keep you safe.

The Song of Silence

Let me take you

To your way back home

With a symphony

With this song.

This silence is killing me

So I just send you a song

Written with my heart's poetry

Wrapped up with my soul.