7:30

When your legs don't work like they used to before and I can't sweep you off of your feet."

I was eating at McDonald's after my morning jog awhile ago, the morning sun is on rise and the perfect golden rays were seeping through the glass window making a prism on my table. As I was there eating my muffin, I saw one employee of the building sweeping the pavement. I watched him move sideways as he glides the mop and a thought came to my mind... that maybe love is like sweeping the pavement. Some might say "why do you have to keep on sweeping the pavement when it is impeccable and inevitable that eventually it will get dirty again." It's like - why do you have to brush your teeth when later on you will eat again...

I guess that is love... it is impeccable and inevitable that eventually we will get hurt but still we need to love again. It is not a foolish thing to do but it is a must, an important part of our living. If nobody cleans the pavement, then one day we would not be able to pass that way again. If we don't brush our teeth, then eventually we will suffer because they'll fall and then we can on longer chew and thus we can no longer eat the food we love.

Love is important part of our lives, and if we don't love , then eventually we will suffer as well. We will forget the meaning of happiness and compromise and kindness. And when all that is left is hatred, tell me, is it worth the living?

So I guess that is one nice lesson that could sweep off our feet.

Have a nice day!

pad me

It is an act of wisdom when you are full of pride but you know when to humble yourself. And when you humble yourself, it is the time that you really shine because you know that bending is not a weakness but actually a wise act that separates your body from your mind, your body bows down but your mind has a bigger plan.

share it

Sometimes when something so wonderful happened, you can't help but share it. This is rare that I got to post something not really mine... but this is worth sharing so...

This is from an anonymous person I just happen to bump with.

"In your lifetime, you will find and meet one person who will love you more than anybody you have ever known and will know. They will love you with every bit of their energy and soul. They will sacrifice, surrender, and will give so much that it scares you. Someday you will know who that is... sometimes or most of the time people realize WHO IT WAS. "

astra

Open window
Cold air
No traffic
Just green and fair.
I look up in the sky
I didn't ask the heavens for a star to fall
Cause my heart knows
If you fall for me then I have it all.

No music
Just my heartbeat
Dark night
Underneath the moonlit
I look up in the sky
I didn't ask the heavens for a star to fall
Cause my heart knows
If you fall for me then I have it all.

I did not ask the heavens for a falling star
I'm not a sky I cannot hold it
I did not ask the heavens for a falling star
My heart knows what it beats

I look up in the sky
I didn't ask the heavens for a star to fall
Cause my heart knows
If you fall for me
Then I have it all.

Bright lights
Big city
Cold sights
Called pretty.

reliving

History repeats itself because those who did not learn from the past are condemn to repeat it.

73

When all you have is your pride... guess what... you could actually eat it when you're hungry.

throwback Thursday

Ode to Dawson's creek
Anderson... my perfect what if. Once, when we were together we thought about the future, now you're gone I only thought about the past. The way I threw away the number you wrote on a piece of paper because I thought at that time I was not worth it, maybe I was too scared, or maybe I was too young, or maybe it was a mistake meant to be done, maybe its a destiny meant to be my "what if" forever. It is when all the lies suddenly sunk into the sea and the truth just came out and its ugly. Those things happen in teens and still happens after. And after Dawson and Pacey is gone all that is left is that "what if" with Anderson.
There was a time in my life when I was so in love with Dawson but I was so insecure, I was so afraid. I thought I was never good enough to have a Dawson, I thought I don't deserve such kind of guy, so I found myself falling with Pacey, but it did not work out the way movies and fairy tales do. But now I'm no longer scared, and right now if Dawson knocks again on my door I would be courageous enough to let him in. No more doubts, just faith that I deserve to be happy.

When everything falls apart, I hope they all fall in the right places... and if everything crashes, land with me.

shades of your gray

When you trudge your way from black to white... everything in between is gray.
Its gray... but less darker than black.

My Sunday Blog

A frown face doesn't mean you are serious, it means you are grumpy headed.

Being so serious doesn't mean you are mature, it means you can't stand life gracefully.

Maturity is about facing your problems in a graceful way, it means even though you are in pain you still smile, it means even though you are at your darkest moment you can still manage to laugh.

So never judge a person who always wear the brightest smile, it is just a POSITIVE ATTITUDE