astra

Open window
Cold air
No traffic
Just green and fair.
I look up in the sky
I didn't ask the heavens for a star to fall
Cause my heart knows
If you fall for me then I have it all.

No music
Just my heartbeat
Dark night
Underneath the moonlit
I look up in the sky
I didn't ask the heavens for a star to fall
Cause my heart knows
If you fall for me then I have it all.

I did not ask the heavens for a falling star
I'm not a sky I cannot hold it
I did not ask the heavens for a falling star
My heart knows what it beats

I look up in the sky
I didn't ask the heavens for a star to fall
Cause my heart knows
If you fall for me
Then I have it all.

Bright lights
Big city
Cold sights
Called pretty.

reliving

History repeats itself because those who did not learn from the past are condemn to repeat it.

73

When all you have is your pride... guess what... you could actually eat it when you're hungry.

throwback Thursday

Ode to Dawson's creek
Anderson... my perfect what if. Once, when we were together we thought about the future, now you're gone I only thought about the past. The way I threw away the number you wrote on a piece of paper because I thought at that time I was not worth it, maybe I was too scared, or maybe I was too young, or maybe it was a mistake meant to be done, maybe its a destiny meant to be my "what if" forever. It is when all the lies suddenly sunk into the sea and the truth just came out and its ugly. Those things happen in teens and still happens after. And after Dawson and Pacey is gone all that is left is that "what if" with Anderson.
There was a time in my life when I was so in love with Dawson but I was so insecure, I was so afraid. I thought I was never good enough to have a Dawson, I thought I don't deserve such kind of guy, so I found myself falling with Pacey, but it did not work out the way movies and fairy tales do. But now I'm no longer scared, and right now if Dawson knocks again on my door I would be courageous enough to let him in. No more doubts, just faith that I deserve to be happy.

When everything falls apart, I hope they all fall in the right places... and if everything crashes, land with me.

shades of your gray

When you trudge your way from black to white... everything in between is gray.
Its gray... but less darker than black.

My Sunday Blog

A frown face doesn't mean you are serious, it means you are grumpy headed.

Being so serious doesn't mean you are mature, it means you can't stand life gracefully.

Maturity is about facing your problems in a graceful way, it means even though you are in pain you still smile, it means even though you are at your darkest moment you can still manage to laugh.

So never judge a person who always wear the brightest smile, it is just a POSITIVE ATTITUDE

Jesus and electric chair

If jesus died in an electric chair, would people wear a miniature electric chair around their neck, have electric chairs hang on the walls of their homes, will they worship electric chairs?

Cause that is what it has become of the cross.

You are like dark chocolates in my mind...

Cause you are my bitter-sweet memories.

beautiful imperfection

Beautiful Imperfection

I don't appreciate perfect things because perfect can no longer improve. I always find imperfection beautiful, like a dark night that makes the stars glow brighter, like an old ugly shirt that fits you like a second skin. Imperfection is beauty that is so pure. Pure appreciation.

I guess our mistakes make us imperfect, and imperfections make us beautiful. As what the saying " The virtue of angels is that they cannot deteriorate, but their flaw is that they cannot improve.
Man's flaw is that he can deteriorate, but his virtue is that he can improve".

Mistakes, I guess, is meant to be made. And I will keep on making the same mistakes cause those mistakes will lead me to YOU.