Been very busy for so long that I miss my writings, my paintings, I miss watching the sunsets, taking pictures of it's colors. I miss just sitting by the window feeling the breeze caressing my cheeks. I miss watching the rain, smelling the petrichor it brings. I miss gazing at the stars and moon.

Too busy in life that I forgot that I am living.

Are VVe Free?

 Cliche as it may seem...

But I did find you when I wasn't even looking.

Not for someone...

Not for something.

Cliche as it may seem...

But it was over even before it started.

Why did you have to go so fast?

When I have all the plans to love to last.

Cliche as it may seem...

But maybe love is just a state of mind.

Because why do we have to fall?

When we are already standing  tall.

Please don't go...

I have plans to love you. 

 And I hope that we all heal from the things we cry about in private when we are alone... Because no one is there to lend a shoulder to cry on.

Autumn in July

 Did I drive you away?

So hard like losing an old friend.

Yet so swift like waters slipping through my hands.

Did I push you too hard?

But because I am falling apart.

I have fallen bad enough.

And I was too good at hiding my emotions.

Nobody saw me broke into the ground.

But you noticed my vulnerability.

But it didn't matter now, right?

You always say I'm fierce like a dragon.

But to you I am just a dragonfly, too fragile.

With my transparent wings you clap your hands as I fly.

But we both know I was not soaring that high.

But still you look at me with grace.

And I looked away from your face.

With my every smile

A heart is broken inside.

And people never judged my decisions.

But fate has judged my choices.

And everyday I lived with my prize.

But this prize comes with a price.

So I cut all the strings

Both attached and lose.

5 years seemed so short for a time.

But when I counted it, its 9.

Her Strong Mind

 But she's got a strong mind.

Strong as the winds and oceans combined.

So strong it could tame and even kill a beast.

But strong as it is...

It can also create beasts.

So now her own mind is killing her.

Her mind versus her mind.

Her own versus her own.

You can imagine but you cannot fathom.

For her strong mind can only be controlled by her alone.

Imagine the chaos...

That a strong mind can design.

It can be so beautiful.

For your sake...

Make it beautiful...

Again.

For everyone who is suffering from their own mind. My prayers with you all. May our minds be strong enough to fight the beasts we've created.

My prayers is that...

May my loved ones always be safe and healthy.

May they find success, love and happiness in their lives.

And as for me...

Just peace of mind...

And all will be beautiful and still.

In Jesus name, Amen.

Photograph

 But is my photograph worth more than my picture in your mind?

Is that piece of card mean more to you than my memories lurking in your heart?

So I say...

I'll stop collecting pictures for the walls...

And start making memories with you for my soul.

And when years start to wither my mind...

My memories be gone...

But what the heart once felt

Will trace back all the love...

And that is worth more than anything in life.

But most of all...

May we find courage in spite of fear...

May we find peace in spite of chaos...

May we find comfort in our own homes...

May we find bliss in our hearts...

May we heal from all of our pains...

May we learn from all of our regrets...

May we find friends in every places we go...

May we find love in our own lives.

All in Jesus name, Amen.

Happy New Year!

Welcome 2023!🙏😊❤️