This morning, I was listening to some old christmas songs that used to be so heart whelming when I was a kid.
But strange that right now I feel so empty.
Like christmas lose it's magic.
And I know that something is wrong with me.
I just can't figure it out yet.
What and where is the source of this great emptiness unknown.
And my emotional ups and downs is depressing me.
Strange how becoming a stranger made me this way.
