All this time, I realized that what I really need is healing.
I realized that my wounds hasn't been totally healed.
It's NOT that I haven't moved on yet...
I'm totally moved on and that is the truth...
But it is like a scar...
There's no more pain...
But in your mind...
There lies the TRAUMA.
It is like I'm not really bitter...
But neither sweet...
Because everything is tasteless.
It is like I'm no longer in pain...
But I'm NOT happy either...
Everything is just empty as my heart.
That is why I need healing.
Not from pain...
Not from wounds...
But from this trauma that's keeping me empty all this time.
And so I pray for healing.
Amen.
