In the calmness of the night I imagine conversations with God. And it is frustrating to realize that I search for answers but there was none. Maybe because I’m asking the wrong questions. To become what I became was a long story.
I drink the water for He (Jesus) drunk the wine. For He died for me and so I have to live for Him. Which is easier… to live or to die?
Today I finally woke up
Because your bite stings
And the pain kept me awake
Like a lethal venom that never kills.
Let me cry tonight
For tomorrow I need to be alright
It was the wish I wished I might
Though I’m losing grip, I hope I could still hold on tight.
No one knows my heart
And neither they could read my mind
For the truth is just an opinion we make to believe
Transparency turning blurry then opaque.