Si Juan Ang Modernong Jose

Bilang pag gunita sa araw ng ating Pambansang Bayani (Gat Jose Rizal), itong post na ito ay para sa kanya at sa mga modernong Jose Rizal ng ating bansa.

Kinalakihan ko na ang pag aaral sa buhay ni Rizal. Mula sa mababang paaralan hanggang sa colegio ay may paksa tungkol sa buhay ni Rizal. Doon ko natutunan at napag tanto na si Rizal ay isang tao at may mga pagkakamali rin sa buhay. Hindi siya perpekto. Ngunit sa kabila ng lahat nananatili siyang bayani sa paningin ko. Lumaki akong may pag mamahal sa bayan na sinilangan dahil na rin sa pag tingala ko kay Rizal simula pa noong bata ako.

Ngayon nananatili ang aking pag tanaw ng utang na loob sa kabayanihan ni Rizal. Isa rin sa dahilan kung bakit kahit may oportunidad akong mag trabaho at kumita ng mas malaking halaga sa ibang bansa ay andito ako sa Pilipinas ay dahil na rin sa paniniwala ko sa mga adhikain ni Rizal. Naniniwala ako na dapat unahin ng mga Pilipino ang mag silbi sa kapwa Pilipino kesa pag silbihan ang pera ng ibang bansa. Hindi ko masisisi na umaalis ang iba nating kababayan at naghahanap buhay sa ibang bansa kung saan mas malaki ang pera dahil pangangailangan naman talaga iyon. Ngunit kung ang lahat ng Pilipino ay ganun ang gusto sa buhay... tiyak wala ng matitira dito sa Pilipinas. Nagpapasalamat ako at my naiwang aral sa akin si Rizal, ang pag silbihan ang sariling bansa. Salamat at hindi rin ako nag iisa sa ganitong paniniwala.


Sa mga modernong Rizal tulad ng mga manunulat at mga nasa larangan ng musika... isa sa mga sinasaluduhan ko ay si Gloc 9. Bilang isang musikaero, alam nya kung paano ipahatid sa mga taga pakinig ang kanyang mensahe sa mga Pilipino. Noong una kong narinig ang awit nyang "UPUAN" nakita ko ang katauhan ni Rizal sa kanya. Naalala ko kung paano ginamit ni Rizal ang kanyang nobelang Noli Me Tangere at El Filibusterismo upang ipahatid ang gusto niyang sabihin sa mga Pilipino. Tulad ni Gloc 9 sa musika niya naman idinadaan.


Dito natin mapag tatanto na sa kabila ng impluwensya ng banyaga sa ating Bansa ay may mga nananatili pa rin diwa ng tunay na Pilipino sa atin. Sa mga modernong Rizal... ipag patuloy natin ang sinimulan ng ating idolong bayani na si Rizal. Tama siya tayo ang pag-asa ng bayan.

Mabuhay ka Jose Rizal!!!

The Fate Of Faith Is The Faith Of Fate

Never under estimate the power of BLIND FAITH, cause even blind faith can move mountains.

Remember, blind faith is still "FAITH".

The fate of faith is the faith of fate.

Immortal And Divine

"How would you consider it a gift if you could see the future but you don't have the power to change it?" - IMMORTALS

I believe that in every gift comes a responsibility. A responsibility we could view on both sides whether it is the gray shade or the green. When our eyes look at the gray side this gift could become a curse... but if we look at the green side we see hope, maybe not for us but for other people. If we can see the future but can't change it, then join force with those who cannot see the future but could change it. They have a different gift of changing the future though they can't see it. That is the reason behind all the different gifts each and everyone of us have, to connect us with each other because we cannot do it all alone, we need others as well as they need us too.So if you have the gift look at the green side and not at the gray side, I tell you, when you're in the middle between hope and despair, it is much better to fill yourself with false hopes rather than worry yourself in despair, beause in the end when things don't go your way, atleast you did not stressed yourself enough in the process of waiting for the out come.And by the way, never under estimate the power of blind faith because it is still faith that can move mountains.


P.S. If its a dead end let's still try... who knows we might come out alive.

Great week ahead... Happy Holidays!!!

Smokes And Fires

Love is NOT blind... and neither do the lovers.

It is just that, when your heart is on fire... smoke gets in your eyes...
Ergo, they are not blind... their visions are just blurry.

23

Comedy is for funny people...
NOT for happy people... because if you're happy, then you don't need those comedians to make you smile.

Suddenly I'm in a trance of oblivion, examining myself, my deepest emotions. Then I asked myself, did I really moved on? Did I dwell in the pain for such a short period of time that I wasn't able to realize that I was only lurking in the shadow? Did I tarry myself to leave everything behind hence I forgot the sense of pain and now its lurking and trying to find its way to me. Did I runaway from pain? Then maybe I ran too fast that is why it did not catched me, but now that I'm tired of running, I can suddenly hear its footsteps, closer and closer to me.When you run and reached the line, there's nothing more to run for. And my past will always be mine and I'm tired of remembering it but forgetting it all would mean forgetting my future as well, because they all seemed to be connected and twisted with each other and to cut those strings would only lead to a more complicated miserable life. So I'd rather have a string attached.

Freedom is a word they only say but never really had. And those who have it are far more lonely than those who are in chains - if you know what I mean.

So here it is to wrap up the year. Its actually more of a shit but not because it is a shit that it is a cold shoulder... remember... not all those who put a shit on you is your enemy and not all those who gets you out of the shit is your friend.

But I'm looking forward for the better year. Maybe the reason why this year is not that good is because God wants me to appreciate the next year, the better years to come.

I can't wait but I have to be patient

Welcome to my life 2012 (23)

May God's Love and Blessings shower upon me. Amen.

How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One Step Closer

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more (A Thousand Years by:Christina Perri OST Breaking Dawn)

I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it... but all along I realized I fell in love with the song because the song reminds me of YOU. And yes, all along I believed I would find you, time has brought your heart to me... so I'm waiting until God brings your heart to me in His perfect time.




P.S. Can you smell what the rock is cooking???
I can smell it... I smell something not fishy...

Tragically Beautiful

i punched you... does it hurts?... then good coz that's nothing to what i'm going thru right now... atleast you've got the slightest idea that the way i'm always smiling doesn't mean i never cries... its just your imaginary profile of me that makes you think that i've never felt pain. well i tell some people are just good at pretending... and i'm one of those talented people who are really good at it.


looks like you made a mistake of mending somebody's heartbreak.

My Favorite Accident

If God answers prayers, then He just did right now.

Atleast I know I still got you.

Atleast I know I have a friend... and that is you.

Thank you Lord for the answered prayer.

It is half-baked but I'll take it anyway... better this way than nothing at all.

Thank you Lord. Amen.


What I admires the most in you is your lack of sense of pride... because I have loads of it and you don't... I envy you for that... and admire you at the same time.

You are such a good soul... beautiful soul.

Don't know if I deserve you but I was hoping.

*** nag kagulo-gulo ang ating samahan,
nag-iwasan at hindi nag pansinan
ng wala naman malinaw na dahilan...
basta bigla na lang tayong lumayo sa isat-isa...
akala ko galit ka,
akala mo galit ako...
pero ikaw pa rin ang nag pakumbaba.
Wala kang pakialam kung sino ang nag kamali sa ating dalawa.
Ang gusto mo lang ay magka-ayos ulit tayo.
Saludo ako sa pagiging matured mo.
Walang bahid ng pride. Salamat. Andami kong natututunan sa iyo.
Kaya ka siguro ibinigay ni God sa akin kasi madami nakaakibat na aral sa iyo.
Ang swerte ko sa iyo.
Salamat sa iyo.
Salamat sa Diyos.
Amen.

The Oak Ward

When silence gets louder... it is the state called "awkwardness".

And it is where we are right now.

And I hate the silence more than the loud angry voice... though I've never really seen you angry but I do feel your angst against me boiling like you wanted to tear me apart... and I want you to know that you are tearing me apart now.

I don't know what we have done wrong but we both know that there is something wrong - right?

Its like waking up at the left side of the bed... you don't know exactly what is so wrong in waking up at that side but you know it is the wrong side of the bed when its not right.

I thought it was only my wild imagination that thinks something is going wrong but you just proved me right when you finally dropped the pin and I heard it loud and clear because of the unbearing silence.

When there is no sound, even the sound of silence is defeaning and that is where we are right now.

More than your laugh, I miss your eyes, the way it look at me and everything else stops. More than your choking voice everytime you tease me, I miss the friend I had in you.

Did I said something silly that made you mad?

Or maybe I did not do anything and that is why you're mad.

Am I too insensitive? I'm SORRY!

If only we could break this silence and be friends again.

Somehow, I've been thinking, is there something "chicken" going on?

I can smell something not fishy but chicken... and that gives me that awkward feeling that maybe there is something that could explain all the awkward gestures that you have been displaying these days.

You have been my ears when I needed someone to listen to my pathetic boring life... and I could be the same way to you too if only you let me. But you are avoiding me like a disease and I can't help but wonder why. I can't help myself if I'm missing you so badly. Is it wrong to miss you? Is it wrong to fall for you? Then I hope I'm not falling.

God give me strength to face this battle inside. Amen.