Taylor Swift mode on...

#Swiftie

And you throw your head back laughing like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny 'cause he never did

I've been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a café I watched it begin again.

I've found time can heal most anything

And you just might find who you're supposed to be...

And how you held me in your arms that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

But if we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

I Almost Cared

(This prose is inspired by this coffee with a twist of whipped green tea. I never liked green tea... I just tried it so I can prove to myself that I can actually get out of my comfort zone. It's not horrible... But I still don't like green tea. I finished it anyway... Before heading to work.)

After the fall comes the winter...

And I felt all the leaves dancing in the wind as they slowly touched the ground.

And in that moment of bliss...

I got freeze.

That's when I realized...

I almost cared.

Until the warm summer slowly melt the ice.

A water fell from my eyes.

And all those years
I lived in fear...

But still, I walked away...

Even though I almost cared.

Because I am so scared...
Even though I truly care.

My daughter has the most colourful mind...

And I'm trying my best to nourish it.

I just hope I'm doing good in being her mom.

So help me God.

Amen.

Oh, I am a lonely painter

I live in a box of paints

I'm frightened by the devil

And I'm drawn to those ones that ain't afraid

I remember that time that you told me, you said

Love is touching souls

Surely you touched mine 'cause

Part of you pours out of me

In these lines from time to time

Oh you are in my blood like holy wine

You taste so bitter

And you taste sweet oh

I could drink a case of you, I could drink a case of you darling

I'd still be on my feet...

Life at work...

I'm not an anti-social...

I just don't like people following me around like monkeys on my back...

And seriously... I'm not a pet lover.

Huh! 

Open Letter

Don't expect your friends to be always there for you.

Nope, they are NOT bad friends NEITHER they are fake.

The truth is they are GOOD friends and they are REAL... But they have their own life to live too. They have their work, they have responsibilities as well. So if they are not there for you in those times that you needed them, stop acting like a brat. The world is not revolving around you. Stop being so selfish and self-centered. They've got their own share of madness to survive through everyday. It is not just you who suffers in this world. Sometimes, it is just  your desire of attention that is making you feel like you needed them. You can do it by yourself.

Trust me.

Been there.

Done that.

Swallow

Real strength is the ability to swallow your pride for the purpose of growth.

Real courage is the ability to do that one thing you're scared of again and again.


...and I will not die trying to do it again.

🎶It's gonna hurt

And I love the pain

A breeding ground for hate but...🎵

#nostalgic

One of my fave bands back in highschool...

...It's just a fad

Part of the teenage angst brigade and

I'm not, not sure,

Not too sure how it feels

To handle everyday

Like the one that just past

In the crowds of all the people.

It got me.

My head is spinning round

All my defenses down

I have held the world in my hands

But I can't keep you from slipping away...

SLIPPING AWAY (R. MARX)