Memoirs of the Fallen

There is a deep reason why I believe in destiny...

...because even though how hard we try, we are all bound to fall...

Maybe not now...

But it will come.

(How's that for the first lines in my new novel 🤣)

#FrustratedWriter

#MemoirsOfTheFallen

Tea and Serenity

Working late without pay...

But it's ok.

I've got the best company...

TEA

MUSIC

and ME 🤣🤣🤣

Loving the serenity of solitude.

P.s. My tea is as soothing as the voice of Christian Bautista...

Or is it the other way around?

🎶🎶 I don't wanna Taco 'bout it... 🎶🎶🤣

Here's a thought over my tacos...

Where everything is in between.

Never, ever read too much between the lines...

For You will always find lies.

TacO-dessa

My colleagues asked me to cook tacos for lunch today.

I don't know why...

Maybe someone told them that I'm  a good cook. 😁

So I have no choice but to cook in our dirty pantry.

I mean dirty pantry. 🤣🤣🤣

And yes...

I don't wanna brag about it, but my taco sauce is really amazing.

I know it because it is always the best seller.

You can ask anybody for second opinion, though.

GEMINI

Aren't we all walking on this earth

With a beautiful mask to cover our dirt

Pretty smiles with tears behind

Open eyes but close minds.

Aren't we all trying

Covering our imperfect lives with beautiful things

Designing our thoughts with perfect beings

Coating with golds our brass rings.

We are different but all the same

Different names playing the same game

Different battles fighting the same shames

Different war all for the same fame.

Aren't we all faces under shades

Dancing in this masquerade

Finding our own little space

Filling it with sweet lemonades.

He is Capricorn, you are Pisces

Mine is Libra, a friend's an Aries

Aren't we all walk these streets

Shattered and broken but still in one piece.

Aren't we all try to deny

The truth behind the world's eyes

Aren't we all two-faced, you and I

Aren't we all like...Gemini.

Like Your Own

(Writing a prose when you're Not really inspired be like this... On a benign afternoon duty.)

You caught me off guard

But I felt safer in your arms.

So I let down my guard everytime I'm with you.

Cause You guard my heart like your own.

Westlife Mode 2

So I was listening to Westlife's new album Spectrum this morning and it sounded too much of Ed Sheeran. Not that it's bad... In fact it really is good.
I am just not surprised to learn that Ed Sheeran co-wrote almost half of all the songs included in the album.
So this is what happens if a great song-writer collaborate with a great band.
I think, mostly, part of every singer's great success are great song-writers.
I got my list of fave song-writers as well, like Steve Mac and Wayne Hector who both wrote songs for Westlife.
So much music for this morning, though.

Westlife Mode ON

It's amazing how one person can suddenly be your world all at the same time.

It's amazing how it doesn't matter what the world thinks of You as long as that one person and you are good.

It's amazing how can that one person be just as important to you as much as you mean to him/her.

...and so the song goes -
🎶 Some find it in the Face of their Children
Some find it in their Lover's Eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you found that special thing
You're flying without wings.. 🎶🎶

Coffee Moments

I ordered Toffee nut latte but the barista gave me espresso latte...

Since I've got loads of work to do, I thought, I'll just drink whatever they gave me...

But I realized there is nothing wrong in speaking up for your right as long as you speak in a NICE way.

So I went back to the counter and told them they gave me the wrong coffee.

Now I've got my kind of coffee and it feels so good and liberating all at the same time.

Remember: We can always win even without a war. 

Dream Job

Love your work and it will love you back.

Truth is...

Your dream job is anywhere but your workplace...

You just have to create it with you.

As much as we want to, we cannot control the world...
What we can actually control is  our mindset.


Your attitude speaks a lot on how you attend your job.

There will be no perfect job for someone who doesn't want to work.

If you want a perfect job...
A dream job...
Make it that way everyday.

So I am making my job my dream job everyday.

It is all about the attitude...
The mindset...
The work to make it.

Tea And Sympathy

Fare thee well 

Trade in all our words for TEA and sympathy...

Wonder why we tried for things that could never be.

Play our hearts lament like an unrehearsed symphony.

Not intend 

To leave this castle full of empty rooms...

Our love the captive in the tower never rescued.

And all the victory songs...

Seem to be playing out of tune.

But it's not the way 

That it has to be 

Don't trade our love for Tea and sympathy.

Saving For Another Day

My tattooist told me  - "Once you finally gotten your tattoo you'll become a different person."

I wasn't sure about that difference that he is talking about...

But now...

I'm still not sure... 🤣

Sobber

As much as I love Mitch Albom's books...

I hate it when I can't help myself but sob into tears because of his characters.

I can't remember a single book that he wrote that did not made me cry so hard...

Even though I've read it all a hundred times already.

I sought solace from his novels.

Song Of The Century

I have featured this song in my blog so many times already but it never gets old to me.

I can't exactly tell why...

But everytime I'm on the verge of losing my faith, I just listen to this song, then I'm back on track again.

"🎶🎶 I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it... 🎶🎶"

That line never disappoints me.

It always reminds me that You don't need to see it...

You just need to have faith and it will see you through.

This song has been my favourite song since it was release in 2005.

I've been a fan of Savage Garden since highschool...

Darren Hayes is such a talented song-writer and great singer as well.

So Beautiful
(by: Darren Hayes)

Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
AND IF ALL THE WORLD WAS PERFECT
I WOULD ONLY EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR SCARS
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars
And darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'M LIKE A FAITH WITHOUT A CLAUSE TO BELIEVE IN IT
AND IF ALL THE WORLD WAS SMILING
I WOULD ONLY EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FROWN
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
JUST HAPPY TO BE FOUND
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand
You are
So beautiful
Yeah darlin' you know!
That you make me feel so beautiful

CONNECTIONS

Few people know that Not because I

could draw or paint, then everything in art  is easy.

No... That is a blasphemy in the name of Art.

Especially if you're an emotional artist where every stroke, every colour is made by your emotions.

Time is very important to every artist.

Truth is... We can't just paint something unless we feel our connection to it.

Some people would ask me to paint this and to paint that and expect that I will do it right away. No!...

Expect me to do it for them... No!

Artists need to procrastinate for a while.

Contemplate on what we're about to paint.

We need to have a connection on what we're about to do. 

We need to connect with the colours and hues that we're going to use.

We need to IMAGINE what are we going to paint.

How to start?

Where to start?

Why this piece?

What is the reason?

Who is the inspiration?

All those we need to answer first.

We need time to make peace with our planned piece.

Just then... We could finally start stroking the brush.

And every piece we make has a story and a reason behind.

So don't ask why we tend to have small circle of friends...

It is because we only get along with those people that we feel connected too.

And not because we're talking means we're friends...

Unless I shared a deep secret with you... Then don't ever think you're part of my circle.

Just blogging though.

No Regrets

If there is one thing I know I won't regret for the rest of my life...
That is telling you what I told you.

Pieces of Art

Every PAIN leaves a MARK.
So if you'll gonna leave a mark in somebody's life...
Just make it sure that it is NOT a SCAR BUT a TATTOO.
Because a tattoo makes the pain worthwhile. It makes the hurt beautiful. It turns the tragedy into a piece of art.

🎶🎶🎶 I should ink my skin With your name... 🎵🎵🎶

About Last Night

My mind is still in the state of euphoria about last night.

So I'll just say it in a song...

🎶🎶It's like life imitating life

Constantly revolving round the tips of sharpened knives

It's like time draws a crooked line

Repeating shapes and patterns til it just can't be defined

Is it a critical invention?

Or just fulfilling it's intention?

Or is it chance or is it fate?

Or are we simply meant to wait?🎶🎶

Thank to Vimana Studio

Magnum Opus

Masterpiece - is the realization of an artist to create his own work of art.

The artist's bucketlist... Finally unraveling according to plan.

Best Shot

Song of the day...

Because... I ❤️ Augustana

Pivotal

When you reach that pivotal point in your life when you have to cross that bridge, taking the first step is the hardest but also the most satisfying.

I am taking chances now because when life hits you hard, you will realized that life had been a series of If's and I don't want to add another If in my life.

So help me God and I pray that all will be well.

The Artist's Bucketlist

11-21-2019

18:00

Slowly Unfolding

Oohh Eemmm Gee!

I can't hide my excitement for tomorrow!

God help me...

No complications please.

The Artist's Bucketlist

11-21-2019

Coffee Break

I kinda like this mindset because I'm actually this kind of person.

I've lost a lot of friends along the way but I don't really consider them my enemies...

They eventually become just mere acquaintances that somehow came and then leave.

Life is touch and go...

If you're holding too much grudge...

You're not really moving on.

And if you're not moving on...

Sooner or later you'll realized that everyone had gone so far reaching their goals and you're stuck where you are.

And I tell you...

It is hard to catch up.

Remember...

The world will not stop just because you're feeling down.

The world will still move even without you.

How's that for my morning coffee though. 😁

Coming Very Very Soon!

Unveiling tomorrow...

THE ARTIST'S BUCKETLIST

Seems like the pressure inside me is inviting millions of butterflies heading inside my stomach.

Sweet Thoughts for My Sweet Tooth

Sweet surprise on an ordinary day...

The perks of being an Alpha team.

...because food is always the reason why I'm loving my work.

From: #Agent44

THE FALL OF VINCENT VAN GOGH

This is a poetry inspired by this painting...

(My previous post regarding this piece explains the meaning of it.)

Check the link 👇

http://odessamann.blogspot.com/2019/11/a-thousand-emotions.html?m=1

And since Vincent van Gogh is one of my favourite artists and the song Vincent is also one of my favourite song...

Why not give it a title by his name.

The Fall of Vincent

You were falling asleep

While I was falling apart

I was falling so deep

Right off the bat.

Where were you when I was landing?

You left me crashing and burning

Now I'm crippled yet standing

In a nowhere land of Wishing.

For you were there and Not here

And Here is where I needed you

But when clouded thoughts seem to clear

I now understand your pathway too.

Cause I always listen and I'm listening still

In a starry starry night of Vincent

Where palettes are painted blue and gray to fill

Those eyes that knows the darkness in my soul to mend.

Shadows of Faith

Morning thoughts over an Instant Coffee...

Shadow is a proof of light...

Pain is a proof that you're alive...

Faith is believing out of sight...

Without clause, beyond reasons in mind.

...and there is no other way to trudge this path that I am in but to walk by Faith.

Not Really a Poetry

I am the one...

Who is genuinely perfectly happy for you.

Your success is also mine.

My prayers ain't so complete without you in it.

I am the one...

Who genuinely perfectly cares for you.

Your battle is also my war.

Your story becomes my tale.

I am the one...

Who genuinely perfectly loves you.

With all my heart, soul, mind and being.

Every piece of me is loving you.

It is hard to believe that I'm drowning with it everyday.

With just my head above your waters.
But I only have guts in my blog.

Blessed Are The Shallows

Monday came too soon for me.

And pressure surrounds my life.

The best way to bear all these is to get drowned by tea.

And some really good music.

Blessed are the shallows for depth they will never find... Hence, they'll never drown.

Trapped vs Settled

My interns this morning were joking about their personal lives when I arrived at work. So they teased me as well and asked me - "Ma'am as our mentor we would like to know your side, which one will you choose, a good-looking man but rude or a not-really-good-looking man but kind?"

Here's what I said...

I will choose neither of them. Why? Because I will Not settle myself on who is available just to have someone to be with. 

I'd go with someone I really like. 

If the choices are not my type,  I'd rather be alone and wait than settle on who is available but I don't really like.

Again...

Never ever settle on who is available unless you really love him.

Wait until someone will finally come into your life and will make you feel the difference between being trapped by choices and being settled by the one you really choose.

How's that for a morning advice?!

😇😊🤔

No More Tears Formula

Getting witty this morning...

I saw this in our cabinet and I just thought if only we can actually apply this shampoo everytime we feel so down and sad and about to cry.

Truly... There are some things that only kids can use.

Conspiring Signs

You are the prophecy

Like a Messiah to me

So pure is your heart and soul

Making my emotions uncontrolled.

So vulnerable yet so strong

You make my heart long

For your smiles and your voice

Echoing through my deepest core.

Constellations and signs

All agreed with mine

You become my salvation

I'm your angel in need for your  redemption.

Save me with your love

It is all I'm needing of

In this world full of harm

Embrace me in your arms.

Reach and Touch

🎶🎵 IF I COULDN'T REACH YOU BY THE HAND...
COULD I TOUCH YOUR HEART.
AND IF I COULDN'T MAKE YOU FEEL THE SAME...
COULD I JUST CONTINUE LOVING YOU. 🎶
(Sepulcher In Your heart by: Odessa Mann)

This is my very first song that landed in HIMIG HANDOG back in 2015.

It is not my favorite among my songs but it definitely has a special spot in my heart.

Glimpse of Destiny

You are every fragments of my thoughts.

My deep attachments to you

Comes from emotions of all sorts

Strings intertwined all connected into...you.

For you are a second next to the best

Thing that came and happened

In my life of chaos and mess

You are that home beyond the bend.

You are my Amazing Grace

My answered prayer in His name

A thousand times I ran this race

On bended knee you are my Amen.

The Fall and the Land

Here's a thought...

The last scene of this movie is a total chaos.

But I find it beautiful.

Because I realized that in chaos everything Falls apart...

And when everything Falls...

There is a great chance that the pieces will Land on their rightful places.

Joking Again

Watching JOKER for the second time...

Because I always believe that great movies must be watched again and again because Not all mysteries can be unfold all in one time.


You just have to watch it over and over again...
And you will always find something new.

You missed it once...
You'll miss it again.

So I just have to see it one more time before it finally goes off the big screen.

It never disappoints me.

Already on my list of fave movies.

Oscar for Joaquin Phoenix please!

It's My Turn

It is clear that fate is giving me that message that it is my turn...

To make a move.

But I am too scared to take that move.

I am on the edge of taking that one bold step...

But courage is slipping away from my gut.

How to be brave?

San ba pwede kumuha ng lakas ng loob?

Sunday Mix

My refuge song...

...Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you...

A Sunset Prose

A Sunset Prose

My stubborn heart

I give it up to God

I don't know how to use it anyway

I feel the burden inside it everyday

And I'm tired carrying it all around

Wearing it up on my sleeves like a crown

I think it is expired

So I just let the universe conspire

To create a magic able to make it beat again 

To finally find her own story worth to tell in the end.

A Thousand Emotions

Evolution of skill is a must to grow and flourish.

Evolution is to elevate as well.

Elevation in art is going beyond your usual style.

In time, you have to be bolder.

You have to have more intense mixture to express the message of your work.

After all, great artists' works were always bold, intense, deep but expressive.

My latest work signifies a leaf...

An autumn leaf...

Which stands for FALL.

While the mixture of colours at the background depicts emotions.

Different kinds of emotions being represented by colours.

Red for love and passion as well as angst.

Green for new beginnings as well as envy and jealousy.

Blue for calmness and loneliness.

Violet for hope and frustration at the same time.

Yellow for brightness but also for fear.

Orange for happiness but also for bitterness.

Brown for being human.

This is about you..

About me...

About all of us falling to our emotions everyday.

In between two meanings with each colours.

And it is up to Us to choose whether we hope or we despair.

After all...

A picture paints a thousand words...

BUT AN ART PAINTS A THOUSAND EMOTIONS.

While most girls have different brushes for their make ups...

I have different brushes too...
And a palette as well.

And there goes the difference. 🤣

Fixing My IFs

I wasn't able to finish my piece about a fish which is supposed to be my entry to a local song-writing/band competition to be held today.

P.s. FiSH is the band suppose to sing my song.

So I sit here at one corner watching these artists make their way at the entrance carrying their guitars and beatboxes.

Truth be told...

I am still not done with that song.

 🤣🤣😭

But more than anything...
One of the reasons why I wasn't able to finish it is because I am too busy preparing for the unveiling of "The Artist's Bucketlist" which will happen on November 21.

I've been preparing myself for it since March this year...

I hope and pray it will be well.

Fickle

Ayaw ko dati...
Gusto ko na pala. 🤣🤣🤣

Fickle minded me.

Amen

I'm learning it the hard way...
But still, I'm beginning to trust God more than my instincts.

So I'm hoping and praying and keeping my faith that maybe you could be my answered prayer.
Maybe you could be my Amen.

Coming Soon

Unveiling soon...

11-21-2019

Artist's bucketlist

#HopeSo
#GodSWill

Yeah! Wwooohhhh!

P.s. I'm self counseling right now.
Preparing my emotions on that day.

Fine dining...

Sofitel tonight

I'm indulging myself with coffee.

Perks of being an Alpha 😁

Waters

I can be all...

But most of the time...

The last...

In Memory of...

Just in...

In Memory of a Bear 2004 - 2015

Been crushing on you since college...

Let go of you 3 times...

But the third time was the last.

Because of that coinflip that he did.

Oh! That fateful day that I realized that there will be a certain point in time when your heart and your mind will collide and will say - move on... It is not for you.

I did move on.

Your happy...

I just saw it.

I am alone...

But I'm happier...

Time is on my side.

IF... IF... And more IFs

Chillin' at work right now...

And I don't wanna miss this Benign duty moment to procrastinate... And blog. 🤣🤣

So here's a Thought while waiting for my patients...

"I think the saddest word in the dictionary is not sad... But IF. Because the word IF webs out to myriads of regrets, failures, missed chances and could have beens. It's the saddest word because it brings your memories but NOT the past. IF... If only you didn't exist... This world would be different... My world... Your world... Our world would be different."

Late Regrets

I didn't have my coffee this morning...

Because I woke up late.

Now I'm regretting...

Here goes the daily dose of If Onlys.

Point

There will come a point in your life when you'll get tired of asking questions because you're not getting any answers.

Lost in Space

Song of the day:

Sometimes I get tired of this me first attitude 

You are the one thing that keeps me smiling 

That's why I'm always wishing hard for you...

But it's alright, I know you're out there 

Doing what you've gotta do 

You are my soul satellite 

I'd be lost in space without you...

 I'll never lose my faith in you.

Lost In Space (Lighthouse Family)

Eat my Pride

Thoughts over morning coffee...

My random thoughts this morning made me ask myself this question...

If today is your last day, what will you eat?

So I answered myself as well...

I'll definitely eat my PRIDE.


Ohhh! I know I'm witty! 😁

But seriously, if I'll be dead anyway then what's the use of my pride. This is just a burden within my chest so why not eat it all away and go to that person and say all the emotions that you have.
No shame...
You'll be dead anyway - right?

We keep our pride because we're ashamed of the might and could be - the consequence.

I myself have that pride too.

So I don't mind eating it if its my last meal.

But since I don't feel like I'll be dead later today...
So I'll just have eggs and coffee for now.

...because I can't still swallow my pride.
I am too coward for that.

Terf!

I am terrified just thinking about how I'm going to finally face one of my greatest fear but is also a thing in my bucketlist.

And before November ends...

I'm definitely facing it and will overcome it.

So help me God.

Amen.

😇

Fall And Down

There is a big difference between fall and down.

Some people may climb their way up too high and upon reaching the pedestal still feels so down.

While some people who took the risk to fall... still feels so high.

There is a difference between fall and down.

Now you know it.

I could fall but I won't be down.

Road To The Masters

I realized that if you're chasing someone or something, time will suddenly be on your side. Because you will suddenly have the power to control over the situation. You can decide if you want to keep on chasing it and you can stop anytime you feel tired or when you suddenly changed your mind. Because you are the one chasing and not the other way around. You are the one chasing and not the one running away afraid to get caught up.

And that is how I see my life right now.
Time is on my side while I am chasing you.
I can stop anytime I feel like quitting...
But I want you to know that I won't do that.
I wanted you so much that I don't think I can just let you go that easy.

Time is on my side...
So while I wait for you...

I'll be collecting waters
in the gutter
Enjoy the chilling winter
While waiting till it is over
And by the end of summer
My journey begins
To becoming a master.



Wooohhh!
I know it will be tough.
But I won't quit.
My road to my Master's D.

Read My Mind

Thoughts over coffee this morning...

I remember...

When he used to read my mind like no one else does and I get amazed all the time.

Now...

I realized that he can see through everything except my ❤️.

*****

There goes my playlist mood of the day...

I'd Lie (by: Tayor Swift)

Innocently overlooks the truth

Shouldn't a light go on?

Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long?

I think he can see through everything but my heart.

Yes, I could tell you his favorite color's green

He loves to argue, oh, and it kills me

His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes

And if you asked me if I love him...

I'd lie.

Seriously... Can I try something else aside from this?

Like getting a pierce or something...

I think that is brave enough too. 😏

🎶🎵🎶

I always sang you what I couldn't speak...

Will you look to the sky in a cold dark time
And wish we had a little more?

(Augustana)

Toe The Line

Toe the line again to see how far

I can run and still see where You are

Feel I've run this path a thousand years still I fall...

Toe The Line (Stephen Speaks)

Face Not

Thoughts on the edge of sleep...

While most people say that you should face your past so you can face your future...

Here's what I thought...

You do not have to face your past especially if it is not catching up on you. Just walk on. Move on towards your future. Do not embrace your past more than your present... That is the only way to face the future.

And lastly... Your past cannot haunt you unless you allow it to.

Trust me.

Been there.

Done that.

Leave that.

Live now.

If I sound too strong... It is because I am.

Sometime last month I asked for Healing...

And the lesson it gave me is this...

"Never embrace your scars more than your healing."

I'm Breakingfree. 😊

My Holiday tradition since 2007

A Thousand and One

You are the reason why I believe that God blessed the broken road I trudged.

The reason why I keep on building that bridge of chance to let you know everyday how much I love you.

The reason why I'd rather see your scars than live a perfect free life without you.

The reason why I will always choose you over and over again till my dying day.

The reason why I still believe in LOVE.

The reason why I still believe.

You're my only reason.

My love.

My daughter.

A Thousand...

Inspired by the movie - My Sassy Girl

"Destiny (means) building a bridge of chance to the one you love."

...a picture paints a thousand words.

One Before a Thousand

Paint your palette blue and grey

Look out on a summer's day

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul...

(VINCENT - DON MC LEAN)

Courage Came Too Late

Courage Came Too Late

(A prose by: O. B. MANN)

You always say that I should take chances.

Let down my guard cause chances won't always come back around.

But I used to believe that there will always be next times...

So I let all those chances take their chances to come back and slip away.

I used to believe in next times...

But the next time ain't coming back.

My courage came too late to grasp that chance.

And it won't be coming back too soon...

Maybe not at all.

Just when my hand is ready to grasp the fate...

My courage came too late...

Too late for you to see that I'm finally ready to take that chance...

With you...

Yeah my courage came too late for you too see that I'm much braver now...

But no point of showing it to you cause you're that chance that won't be coming back my way...

Yeah my courage came too late...

A bit too late...

So late...

Just when I'm ready...

My courage came too late.

I finally jumped and fell...

But my courage came too late.

Closer

Even my stars align with a common advice...

Action.

I realized that my barista circle of friends is getting wider.

There are actually 4 Starbucks stores now who know me and my kind of coffee and they would even approach me when they see me somewhere off to nowhere.

The bad part is... They know my name and my face while I could hardly recognize them... 

And the worst part of it all is the part when I need to pretend that I actually recognize them from wherever store they're in.

Like a while ago I thought he is from that store near my place when it turned out he just made my coffee yesterday at the University. 

Awkward!

🎶🎵 Penny Dess likes to getaway...
And drown Her pain in lemonade Tea... 🎧

PENNY AND ME (BY: HANSONS)

What my naked eye sees is a losing battle in the field.

But my instincts feels different...

Because it ain't over till it's over.

I'm not giving up until this fight is over.

And as long as I could still hear the sound of the battlecry...
I will keep on fighting...
Keep on hoping...
Keep on praying...
Til this faith find it's way to win.


G lang ng G!
Go! Wwwoooohhhh!
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...because I need these words of encouragement from myself.

I could use some advice for myself today...

"Just pray. Hope. Have faith. The game is not yet over. You still have the chance. Just hang on. It ain't over till it's over."

Taylor Swift mode on...

"I'd Lie" is one of my favourite Taylor Swift's song but sadly it is not on Spotify.

...He tells me about his night

And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears

As he runs his fingers through his hair

I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong

And I don't think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke, I fake a smile

But I know all his favorite songs

And...

I could tell you his favorite color's green

He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes

And if you asked me if I love him,

I'd lie.

I love this song because it is so brave and honest...

Maybe because it is so detailed like if you read between the lines, you will know exactly who is behind that song.

It tells you exactly the picture and Taylor didn't try to camouflage the person she is talking about.

That is so brave and so honest... I think.

And I just love brave and honest songs.