Somewhere between love and guilt,
I crawled back to you...
Though every part of me resisted,
My heart forgot which way to go through.
And in the grayest shade of all,
I am stuck imagining if I could be the one too.
Somewhere between love and guilt,
There you are standing on either side,
Your face is the ghost I cannot bury,
Your presence is where my shadows hide.
I search for somewhere safe to go,
But everywhere I turn, it is you, I find.
Somewhere between love and guilt,
I remain a phantom in a borrowed dream lake.
Loving you in a whisper,
Is the most quiet kind of heartbreak.
Where the spaces in between the heart's desires and what the soul knows,
You are both the poison and cure in this burning ache.