I want to turn it off...
Because everytime I don't...
I almost do.
And my impulsiveness since last year made this domino effect that I can't seem to stop.
This is my greatest fear.
And I know since I was a kid that this day will come.
It is like a prophecy.
But I have to face myself.
Yes...
My greatest fear is myself.
Because I know exactly what I am capable of... I was just controlling myself before.
But now...
I see this familiar face but I don't know her anymore.
She is becoming the very person that I'm scared of.
I am scared of myself now.
Because I can no longer control my power.
I am jumping from one edge to another...
For the fear of not taking chances...
For the fear of regrets...
But it is getting out of hand.
I am like a phoenix burning itself into destruction... It is destined.
Everywhere I look I sense fear inside of me...
Everywhere I turn I see danger ahead of me...
I sense danger and I am dangerous as well.
But I am out of control...
Jumping on every edges...
Crossing all boarders and lines...
This is my greatest fear...
When I finally grasp my full potential and I'll become unstoppable.
When I can no longer control my own self.
When I finally spread my wings and take my flight...
Soaring higher and higher... I am drawned into the sun ready to burn me up.
But I can't stop myself...
The main reason why my greatest fear is myself.